studied quite abit today in tp's library..feeling good about myself..hahaha..
anyway, might not be blogging for awhile..mayb until exams....

Cya! =)

boring day i had.................

*L-O-N-E-S-O-M-E... lonesome lonesome pair.....*

got excited this morning cuz tot was going to eat breakfast with eve they all..but in the end, they all over slpt..and i had a romantic breakfast of carrot cake with chia..haiz..not use getting excited.. they always do this..nothing new... next time i know i shouldn't hope for anything.. went for vball after tat...so sianz...they are soo terrible..think if continue with this standard, they will be the last in East Zone..

I AM GOING MALAYSIA!!!! YAY!!!

had a long long slp last nite...woke up at 1pm today..studied a little and played some computer games... boring day today...

my bro and i prepared steamboat dinner today... cuz my mum was in m'sia.. 1st time i cooked rice...feeling so pro now..hahaha..made pudding also..din taste tat great but my cousin loved it..after dinner, my bro and i had Karaoke! so fun! sing until throat pain and ended up with my bro laughing like crazy at me..hahaha..

then i'm now watching the movie 'Chocolate'..supposed to watch mid nite movie but we were all too lazy to move..
oya!!! tml going to play vball at shss!!! yay!!!

wore the TP shirt today..adelyn and zahirah were supposed to wear it too...but our dear dear zahirah SOLD us out! hmph! hahahaa.. sch was good today..last day we would be in the same class together...*sobz...*went to get ah chi's present after sch..zahirah suggested we get her the mono lisa jigsaw..hahahahaha...in the end we got her a mickey and minnie glow-in-the-dark jigsaw...

went to au yang's house to do it..so tiring..but have to admit it was quite fun..and our adelyn hid the last puzzle away from us and could still laugh abt it..frens........haiz...see wat kinda frens i've got?!?!?! hahahaa..wat would i do without them sia...hahaa...

bought dinner for my dad and was supposed to be on a diet...but i ended up eating so much...abit of my dad's fried rice, half my bro's fish sticks from mac, campbell soup and orange..haiz..such a disappointment..hahaha..hmmm..tml i better stay home and study study study..........

ah!!!! i so forgot to add something...i'm getting fatter..hahaha..i can tell..going on a diet now..friends,if u see me eating junk, stop me!!

*now i know you are not the one..i have that feeling..6th sense*

woke up at 10.35am today..and had pom tutorial today..rush like mad! i think i bathe only 5 mins..hahaha..i think the tutorial finished abt 11.40am..waste time..but so sad..no more pom le..*sniff*
during our break, we planned for the chalet..so exciting..haha..

din do much today...slacked arnd when i reached home and did my econs paper...later still going to do abit of accounts..have to put in more effort now..hee..

hmmm....my mum going malaysia tml..will be back on sat.. yay! =)

* dun let the jerks get to you.. you are worth way more than them..forget them and move on*

talked to Andrew until 1 plus in the morning..long time din talk to him..

this morning went for econs lecture..so packed again.. after that slacked in sch for abt 2 and a half hrs before my accounts lecture..so surprising sia.. it ended kinda early today..haha..anyway, after tat went to play pool at the student lounge with jelly then went to study a little bit in the library..

came home and studied abit more..o ya! watched 'disturbing behaviour'...quite a good show..and in the end, the kissed..so nice..hahahaha.. must watch lahz...gd show..quite short also....

you want take me out of sch say so lahz... if u wan, tell me straight to the face!

woke up at 6.30am this morning..cuz had to meet my comm skills members are 7.30am..we wanted to beat the morning crowd so we met earlier..hahaa..and the ironic thing is, we were only presenting at 9.30am..another grp which was presenting at 8.30am, met only at 7.45am..later than us..so ironic rite..hahaha

aiyo...so scared for the presentation today sia..keep rehearsing and coughing..hahaha..over all, i think we din do so badly.. after the presentation, follow peck sin to eat delifrance.. and then went to do manicure with adelyn..turned out we were late for lecture so we took cab..the lecture waste time only..

it ended abt 3pm..then went by myself to the com lab..de wei and eve joined me later..o ya! and the stupid lab guy wanted to confiscate our matric card cuz both of them weren't from biz sch..finally went to the library to sch and were joined by the other vball guys..to say the truth, i din even study today..hahaha..

*Hiao Hiao Hiao~*

LOL... i actually take this hiao-ness as a compliment..but i dun seem to know in which part i am..hahaa..but at least i am not the worst..my cousins are the most pro..haha..think it runs in the family..

haiz...this morning supposed to go church..but once more i din..and supposed to go orchard with eve but she din in the end cuz the rest were still at her hse..so in the end i went myself...walked arnd and went to the bookshop Borders..wah seh...all bookshops have good looking guys..i think they must be smart too.. after awhile, met my bro to eat KFC and took cab to zahirah's hse.. dropped my bro off at my hse first..

went to zahirah's hse and slacked arnd again..so proud i did my speech and even had it written out on the cards..hahaa..went home..watched TV and slacked arnd even more... Tml's my presentation!! so exciting! =)

*Spinsterhood, here i come!!!*

but kinda afraid tat i will lose all my gd frens from last time...

did my comm skills project the whole day...sianz..was supposed to go out to get presents but stayed in zahirah's hse until abt 7pm to do the comm skills...super slack sia..after tat went to eve's hse and slacked arnd even more...
haiz haiz haiz..tml still need to do the project...

hmmm....these few days suddenly seemed so engrossed in horoscopes..hahaha..

wow wee~!!!! today super fun!!! but it was raining so heavily..so scared to come out of my hse..anyway, we suppsoed to go pasir ris kayak..but in the end..they told us it moved last month so we ended up just playing at the beach..still so fun.. o ya..the 1st thing i saw when i reached there was 'small eugene'..at first couldn't recognise him cuz quite far..but after calling him, could confirm it was him le..so qiao rite..haha..he still looks so cute..

went to eat dinner after tat...zahirah treated all of us...thanks zahirah! hahaa..i noe u will read my blog..hmmm..went to the arcade and pool after tat...quite fun too...played 2 games then left...gotta do my comm skills speech now...chaoz!

today's a pretty good day! except for my parents..they always have to spoil my day..i just dun get it..haiz..

anyway, after sch today...went to eve hse with some other vballers...watched legally blonde 2 and study alittle bit..dunno why felt so sleepy..it was fun...but too bad..i suddenly remembered i had to do my presentation stuff...if not peck sin confirm kill me..haha..

weeee~!!! tml no sch!!!!!!!! and i going kayaking again!! muahahahaa..

*love can't be forced.....*

yest nite din chat much in irc...everyone seemed to be doing their stuff and some pple who came to talk with me, i din really bother to reply much...in the end ended up conferencing with some bmcc vballers..kailun 'forced' me to go in..haha..halfway thru my cordless phone had no batt and it went off totally..ended up talking with guoxin (the guy who made sand all over me in sentosa) until 1am...

pom tutorial ended at 12pm today..went to tm to get zahirah's present after tat...went to the arcade for a while too then went alvin's hse...slacked there until abt 5.45 or 6 then went back to sch to play badminton..so fun! hahaa...we played a small 'tournament' and eugene and me (same team) won! hahaa.. went back home after tat and watched charmed and alittle bit of 'dark water' the movie..tml's a looooonngg day...haiz.....

*i am mesmerised by you....*

hmm..din write for yest...lazy to think wat happened yesterday..haha..all i know is tat, i was mesmerised..hahaha..

anyway, today crashed 2 lectures..csa at 9am and macro econs at 10am..so tiring sia..3 lectures all together..but so worth it...tml can finish sch at 1pm..nono..may by 12 cuz pom tutorial always ends early.. hmm...went to eat norgen vaaz and studied while there and after that went to play table tennis then went jogging at the sch track..wooo~ feeling so healthy now..hahaa...

*dido-white flag, josh groban- broken vow*

people people..these songs are nice..if got time go d/l...

went to visit Lihui in hospital at 12pm ALONE..haha..jelly was still sleeping so din come with me..anway, think i'll go back again..to keep her company..after tat met my bro and cousin to go shopping at orchard..so tiring..for the 1st time i walked into every shopping centre and and every part of orchard..haaz...tried to study for my comm skills test tml but it din work..too distracted finding songs..haha..

dido-white flag
if you think of leaving my blog now, I ADVISE you NOT to.. READ the lyrics 1st..

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

*i'm back!!!!*

the trip to malaysia was so long...jam everywhere..lucky i brought my pillow to slp..haha..went to a shopping centre before going to my uncle's hse..but din really buy anything..my dad got so irritated on the way to my uncle's hse...couldn't find the way...but...the hse was so big!! living room on the ground level and on the 2nd level..just so big..

anyway, it was so boring...missed my bro so much when i was there..haha..ate alone..sat alone..gazed at the stars alone..hahahaha...almost everything i did was alone..hmm..gd thing my cousin's gf came to talk to me..quite handsome..got abit of american accent..plays rugby and works at standard chartered, FX trading department..they quite compatable..handsome and pretty..haha..while being alone........spent my time thinking abt things..haha..nothng to do mahz..wanted to call my bro to chat but he was at chalet so din wan to disturb..haiz..pity myself sia..hahaa...

the journey back home was tiring too..also got jam...slpt with my baby pillow again..hee...reached home at abt 12.45am..so tired..

*LI HUI'S IN HOSPITAL!!!!!*

oh man...dunno wat happen to my shifu sia...she's in hospital now...think got something to do with her eyes..haiz~ better go visit her on sunday..

after sch today went to meet jelly at the sports hall then went to the library to study...eugene was there with his classmates...after awhile, de wei came and join us...it was great...studying and chatting...abt 8pm, went to the basketball court with de wei to watch some vballers play bball..stayed until 9 then came home to eat...
some of them are going to watch the mid nite movie of infernal affairs..too bad i watched le..haiz...=)

*it's adelyn's birthday!*

great day today...accounts tutorial wasn't that bad today..went with cheryl to tm to get adelyn's cake during our lunch break..had an excel mock today today during csa...so terrible..din seem to know anything much.. and after tat.......had my econs presentation! wasn't half as bad as i tot it would be..luckily she din ask any qns...

hmm...celebrated adelyn's bday after sch...so fun..haha...reyna smashed cream into her face..haha..think everyone except fuad, faith and cheryl got wet or dirtied by the chocolate cake...adelyn is still the worst...her hair and everything had the cream and chocolate..hahaha...anyway...glad she enjoyed it......=)

*should i stay or should i go? i think only my heart has the answer...*

went early at 10am to meet my group for econs project but i ended up surfing the net and checking my mail..haa...waste time only..could have slpt more...

after sch went to tm to get adelyn's present.. took quite a long time to choose..haaz..then met kelly and went back to TP to play vball...some TJ and ex-NASS pple came too...it was quite fun..haven seen them in a long time...

bathed with my mini towel after tat and went to eat at Ang Keong..so tired so decided to leave abt 10.30pm..came home and found my cousin and her fren still here.. she still asked me and my bro to get her mango boots for her bday..haha..depends lahz...if she's nice then i'll get it for her.. hmm...feeling kinda tired now...*yawnzz*

*now i know the truth...then why the hell have you been leading me on? you made me fall for you and now i've been hurt..*

had my accounting test today...think i'm going to flunk it...i think IF can pass, i'm happy enough..haha..today was another boring day..din do anything much..

came home and went online...tat's when i knew the truth......................................

*if the person meant something to you, you would be willing to do anything for tat person. *

today was good..let halfway during pom lecture..so did many others...was too boring..haha..drizzled when i went home so used my umbrella again..hahaa..got home and slacked for an hour before starting on econs and doing my tutorials...
so tiring...did my accounts and trying to understand it..haiz...watched smallville too..super nice episode..

haven talked to him for a few days le...he doesn't care..

Got up early to go church today..Still feel kinda moody from yest..Really wanted to hate myself..Anyway, after church, went home and came online to slack arnd and do my econs project..By evening, my mood had completely deteriorated.. but could still joke with my frens abit..wat ever it was, dun think mine was as bad as how shaun was feeling..

really wasn't in the mood at all...mayb even felt kinda fed up..but now...received an email from de wei..think i'm feeling more free...as in i finally realised i have to let go sooner or later...it isn't mine and probably won't ever be..........

*hate me... i would rather u hate me then ignore me or tell me tat u are interested in someone..*

woke up in a daze at abt 8.40am and realised tat i was late for the NE thingy, so decided not to go after all..went back to slp and finally woke up at 1.15pm..got ready and went with my parents to collect my passport..went to Scotts and walked arnd alittle..hmm...went to meet jelly at 6.00pm to watch the movie 'infernal affairs 2'..it rained when i was on the way there and when i was on the way home..got to use my umbrella! but i still got soaked anyway..so like no point liddat..haha..

the movie was not bad...kinda shocking in a mushy mushy way and also sad in a mushy way..think cuz u wouldn't imagine the movie would be neither sad nor shocking..mayb will give it 3 and a half stars..hee..

*who's tat ger? is it someone you're interested in? *

wore the red tp shirt to sch today..it's quite comfortable and wearing it was not as bad as other pple said..anyway, afer econs lecture we quickly headed down to the comm lab..it was all full..after a while, adelyn and zahirah realised they had not brought reyna's acc's paper and had to go home..while peck sin and sze yuen decided to come my hse to finish it up..peck sin seemed very happy to watch the 'wan quan yu le'...

we left my hse at abt 4pm and quickly went to itas to bind the project..only to find out tat we had made several mistakes..tell u...it was soooo tiring...had to run to the biz lab to ammend the mistakes while zahirah and adelyn stayed behind to do the newsletter thingy..by the time we re-binded the project, it was abt 4.55pm and there was no time left...sze yuen quickly ran to hand in the project to mrs chng......but.....she was not in her office...we still tot we were the 1st to hand in..we then realised tat in the end, we mite get 10% deducted..haiz...so sad rite...but quite exciting lahz..

anyway, went to meet de wei and jelly at abt 6.30pm...so sleepy...almost fell asleep watching then play..then jacky asked me to play badminton with them...after awhile, eugene arrived...haha...energizer! played while then went to play bball...so fun, yet tiring..and eugene's so pro! hahaha..

after bathing, went for dinner and eugene and de wei walked me home...=) finally reached home abt 11.10pm before the rain started to pour down...and went online and started to feel abit insecure...

*he din say a good bye to me yesterday...he left without saying a word..it was so sudden...there wasn't even a replied sms from him...this kept me wondering the whole day..even until now..*

today was thursday...the day of the week tat i dread most...cuz got accounts tutorial.. long day summore...

anyway went to american sch today...played 4 sets and lost the first 3 sets... haiz...actually today was nothing much.. just tat have to rush comm skills project le...no time, no time...

o man...just realised tat my eye and the surrounding area still hurts from tat day when i played ping pong..when eve hit my bat and i flew and hit my eye..i think it's bruised..haiz...

*call me, call me, call me*

today's my presentation!! meet my grp members at 9am.. it seemed like a perfect day when i woke up..who knows what would happen today..when i reached sch, i felt sick.. outside felt cold but on the inside i felt sick..so terrible..i think it was just a common flu..finally the time came when class was abt to start..we were the 3rd grp to present..just as we were abt to go up to present, peck sin knocked over the coffee and it spilled on me..lucky my pants was sorta black so it's not obvious..the presentation was bad...i was like so unprepared and i think we ended way before the time..took alot of pics too!

supposed to meet lihui at 2.30pm for lunch but i ended early so i went home to rest for awhile..met her and talked abt lotsa stuff..abt 9 plus, while doing hw and watching tv, 'small eugene' called me trice..we talked and it was kinda nice..and now i gotta do my comm skills project..so sickening..