yawns...so tired..just woke up..came back from the chalet yest..so fun!! played silly games and opened presents...

went to wongie's hse yest for dinner.. he wasn't even home yet..not for another few hrs..so we went there to sleep, watch tv and cook..it was not bad..quite fun..ate turkey there again..

at night abt 11 plus, went to pet's 'bbq'..ate prawns then went to her hse..sat on the massage chair..woo~ power~ the massage goes along with the beat of the song playing.. came home and sleep all the way....

*God, It's Christmas.. Please grant me my wish..Amen..*

Christmas didn't exactly feel like christmas this year..there wasn't the mood, the atmosphere, and the feeling...haiz... sad..sad.. anyway, went to church today...so many funny things happen at church today..haha..or rather we made them funny..we (my cousins and me) dressed up for church..since we only showed our face once a yr..haha.. quite nice going back...was a yearly event.. just to show them how we were geting on..

went to my cousin's hse in the evening...we cooked and cooked all the meat (turkey, steak and ham)..or rather just placed it in the oven and kept watch over it..hahaa..quite grand the dinner.. had candles and music...

i dun wan the hols to end............. i want my christmas wish.........

you think i have to ask your permission or opinion in watever i do? NO! i know wat i'm doing and i dun need anyone to tell me wat to do..u think i have to ask you to eat and shit? wat crap...dun push your luck..i'm being very obedient.. let me live my life the way i want it to be.......

*why u never come online...*

went to get my new handphone this afternoon...then went to scotts and tangs for shopping... but nothing much so ended up in suntec...got kinda irritated with my mum again...but haiz..it's my mum...bo pian..

my bro made salad for dinner today..feeling so healthy..hee...

christmas is coming soon!!! Weee!!!

fukang asked me the qn..but i told him no..tat i din noe him well enuf..mayb not at all...

*ow..my knee hurts..*

went to church this morning.. it was a pre-christmas service..accompanied BB after church until 12.45pm then went home..got a msg from kelvin..met him then we decided to go play pool and catch a movie.. 'scary movie 3'.. quite funny.. alot of thoughts went thru my mind on the way home..really really alot..haiz...

and now.... my knee hurts.. can't even bent..mayb it's cuz of the cold weather..haha..it's time to wear my knee guard during trainings again......

went to guokie's husband-to-be's house this afternoon to help them tie ribbons..such a tiring job..and tat bel...her job so easy...she still complain..haha.. oh yah! ate lunch there too..we got conned to eat some 'sponge'.. so hard..chew how much also cannot chew finish..in the end we found out it was fish maw..bleahz...

jelly and me crashed a sec 1 vballer's b day chalet in the evening..nothing great...the adults there all so fierce.. and the boys were all so ungentlemanly..but expected lah...so immature and everything.. no respect summore..pity isabel sia..have to be frens with them..haiz..summore jelly and me had to bbq for them! so absurd..haha..

after tat, went to catch the 9.50pm show..infernal affairs 3..but reached there 15 mins late..din understand the show at all..so confusing!! and my dear bel..slpt in the show..hahaa..so cute...took cab home after tat...mo qin.....

*my first experience as a hair dresser..*

went to isabel's house in the afternoon to cut her hair..eve and her sis came along too..and she brought the pro stuff (clips, scissors, the coat thingy).. so fun..hahaha..eve cut the fringe, and i cut the back..think we took abt an hr to cut finish..and eve.. the more she cut the fringe, the shorter it got cuz she kept adjusting..hahaha..but cute lah..overall..i felt quite pro..hahaa.. cut layered summore..hee.. this is isabel's nick.."my first encounter of 2 inexperienced hair dressers.." hahaa..she so scared sia..

stayed in her house until abt 7 plus then went home..learnt alot alot of things there..hee...

woo hoo!!! great day today..went sentosa with eve they all..so fun..challenged pple to beach vball..went swimming..ate snacks..hahaa..and finally went to eat dinner at harbour front.. oh ya..saw quite a few frens too.. and met one...ermm..very strange guy while swimming..haha

*scared to talk to you*

*hope you're feeling better..why were u so careless..*

sold my phone today at bedok! went with klang..so fun..got 90 bucks for 2 phones..so pathetic..the sony ericsson one no one wanted to buy..haha..finally went to a shop tat immediately agreed to buy it without even cheking it's condition..gd sia...hee.. so now...left with no phone..

*who are the real liars?*

went shopping with klang, BB and bel today...spent so much until no more money..

thought abt things while waiting for BB.. you see, pple say they dislike or hate liars and hypocrites..but wat they do not know, is it, they also tell lies..be it big or small..most pple only consider lying if it is big..for example, telling a lie to skip sch.. but telling a small lie, is also a lie..they lie when they say they'll call..but then dun.. they also lie when they say they are going out with you and have already made plans with you..but cancel it at the last moment for stupid reasons...or for reasons like tired, or going out with other pple..why bother to make plans when you are not going to keep it..doing it a few times is ok..but if u constantly do it, then u are no different from a liar and a hypocrite..rite?

*thinking of him*

*ambitious? hmmm..mayb..*

went for shss training the whole day...from morning until evening...haiz..

tot abt stuff on the way home..yeah..mayb i'm ambitious..but... no one can really understand how i feel..to me, i have nothing in my life... my studies are not good.. not like other pple.. mayb i yearn to excel in sports..tat's all i've got in my life..all tat i can be proud of..haiz..really no noe will understand..

watched the 9 o'clock chinese show today...so sad..watever tat tiger guy said to fann wong..made me ponder abt stuff...how true it is..abt taking a step out or something liddat..and letting the other person to worry abt u is worse..haiz..

had tp training in shss with some MJC pple...quite fun... stayed in sch until abt 10.15pm...reached home and found my parents not home...realised tat they sent my grandfather to hospital...he had some chest problem..have to go for x-ray..hope he's ok...

now watching the sec 2 nationals against Dunman High sec...so funny...we look so kuku..hahaha..haiz..the wonders of looking back...

went for training this evening.. i love the thrill, the rush and the adrenalin of playing vball.. each and every ball is different..even the way you react to it is also different..but today..haiz...so irritated...no mood..y bother to play when you can't.. y bother to play when all u need to do is stand and wait.. haiz..got bloody irritated just now.. think it was obvious...but... too bad... think wongie sort of knew y too... (klang...shhh...think u shud noe too...) sianz...

today i woke up at 3pm!!! can u believe it! slept for abt 14 hrs...can't believe it man..but i was really really tired.. oh ya..my mum said she came in at abt 4.30am...she knocked my guitar down and asked me y my tv was still on..she asked me to off it and turn on my air-con..but so funny..i turned off my tv and turned on my air-con before i slept..wierd rite..i dun even remember talking to her..hahaha...

nothing much to do the rest of the day..half the day had passed...=)

*i'm back!! back from m'sia'*

the trip was fun! went to cameron highlands for 4 days..the weather was cold..did quite a few things there.. went jungle tracking.. quite scary..one wrong mistake and you could fall off the mountain...summore the track so narrow and muddy..the bus driver missed his footing and fell off..lucky his big size and the umbrella saved him..if not, dun think would see him anymore..

visited a few farms too..the cactus valley, rose valley..honey farm, tea plantation and 'strawberry farm'..bought something from each of the places..

left the hotel to go back to singapore at 4.30 am...hahaha.ridiculars right..on the way up to cameron highlands, almost vomited..had motion sickness..so, this time, i was smarter..took motion sickness pills..so din really feel sick on the way down.. but who knew..the pill caused me to feel heaviness in my chest..it was as if the motion sickness was surpressed in my chest..and even had difficulty breathing..overall, still felt like vomiting..

on the way home, spent 4 hrs in the Megamall in KL... walked arnd and played pool but din buy anything..din visit all the shops..on the way home, my mum called, told me my bro was sick..had high fever.. the doctor suspected it was dangue fever.. tat would be the 2nd time he's having it..but can't confirm anything..sat then can go for the blood test..

reached home and came online..abit irritated with some pple..they started asking stupid qns..they think their joke is so funny but in fact it's so corny..sumore they were all asking the same qns..no brains.. not funny but try to act funny..

*today is xm's b day!!!*

went with the rest to her hse in the morning with a cake to surprise her.. then headed down to dhoby dhaut to eat fish and co. so nice!! =) then went PS to watch Brother bear..super nice show..even cried..hahaha.. after the show couldn;t decide where to go..so in the end, ended up at katong's ktv..so fun again...finally had to leave early cuz tml i'm going m'sia..and haven even pack..bag super heavy and big summore..

anyway, on the way home.. waited for cab but no cab..so in the end ran back to take no. 10 bus. took no. 10 to simei then wanted to tak a cab again..but no cab..so started singing to try to get a cab..and really! a cab came..haha..but we soon realised tat the cab driver was drink..sooo scared..hahaha..hmm...reached home finally....=)