There was the NE talk to day..had no choice but to go although i totally din feel like going..supposed to meet my classmates at 8.20am but luckily i was so stubborn and wanted to meet them at 9 instead..din really care if i was late..in the end, the thing started at nine..hahaha.. lucky i nva wake up and sacrifice my beauty sleep..

went to sandra chia's house after that, sat and talked until evening and finally slept in the bus on the way home..so tired..

went to the gym and after that swimming.. bo pian..have to keep fit..bathed and ate my dinner at 9.30pm..think all my exercising went to waste after tat meal..haha..

eve can't go shopping again..haiz..at least i'm still going out with my bro..

*Miss my 7 pals so much*

I think there's a limit to one's tolerance..this few days, or rather the past week, i think..i have been feel grouchy.. it's like when u come to the point of which there's a limit of controlling..and u can't take it anymore.. but by keeping it inside, it just makes u feel worse..makes u feel grouchy..i'm really sorry if i've offended anyone.. cuz i, myself feel tat my head's gonna explode with all the tolerance and grouchiness inside..

I LOVE setting!! muhahahaha..

skipped MBS lecture today..din feel like going and waiting 2 hrs for my next lesson..

sometimes i wish u would stop touching me..you give me the creeps..i'm not someone u can be imtimate with..please remember tat..your touching has irritated me so much..

chat with Eugene today..told him thanks..haha..we're both cool people now..hee..

* I found my wallet!!!!*

i'm back! back from all the fun and action..back cuz 2 babes wanted me to blog..CYN was great! had lots of fun with my cousins.. on the other hand, it was kinda quiet on my dad's side..my bro and i din talk much to our relatives.. we just hogged the tv with English shows..haha..so rare to have english shows in that house..Hong baos not that much too..but i'm pretty satisfied..hee..

Today was eve's birthday..we celebrated pet's birthday as well..went to a hotel to have lunch..the laksa was great!! wanted to go ktv in katong but it was all booked ,the rooms..so went down to siglap, cafe cartel to have tea..or rather desert..headed home after that..bought clothes at TM..haha..so happy..oh ya! i like the brown shirt in Espirit..*hint..to whoever is so kind to buy me that using their hong bao money* hahaha.. it's soooo nice..

so much hw to do now..haiz..my holiday is gone in a flash..

*Has someone caught my eye?*

Oh man! i swallowed a fish bone again! can u believe it? haha..lucky it wasn't tat big..and lucky my mum din ask me to eat bananas again..but it really hurt alot this time..alot more than the previous time..

went for my cds lecture half an hour late..so sat in the LT for only 30 mins..haha..Stanely accompanied me during my lecture.. tat pig! said he would stay awhile during the vball match but he left even before i got ready...piggy..

yay! CYN is coming!!

*DAMN IT! super duper suay day today!*

I LOST MY WALLET!! all my stuffs are gone..and i never even use the wallet for more than 1 month..think i'm gonna buy back the same wallet from project shop..i liked it so much.. went back to the coffee shop to search for it but it wasn't there..going back tml to see if by chance the drink store pple has it..haha..went to make a police report too..haiz..

That violent Yanni dug her nails into me..still dare to call me bad.. she was the first one who attacked me..had no other choice but to dig my nails into her too and twist her arm..hahaha..my hands are all red with marks now..kinda pain..

And my nose started to bleed when i realised i had lost my wallet..it was the first time in so many yrs that it started to bleed again..isn't it a super suay day? haiz...

* I miss my wallet so much....='(*

*this feels like a 2nd breakup*

went for TJ training today..not bad.. but abit boring today..felt abit paiseh..haha..training ended abt 88 plus, almost 9..went to eat and Wei Jing's parents gave me a lift home..so shy..hahaa..but felt really honoured to be in the car..hahaa..her mum knew who i was..even knew my jersey number and everything..hahaha..=X

*still sad....*

*The moment i lost your picture was the moment i lost you forever. I don't want to be made used of. I don't want to lose you. But i guess i've not much of a choice.. It's over.. You won't know how much i've been through. I'm wondering if you even care..*


We met one day,
At the most unusual place
I was love struck by your smile,
It still lingers in my dreams.
Ever since that day,
My love for you grew stronger.
Day by day until today,
So strong it's killing me.

Please spare me,
Let me breathe.
Stop haunting me,
Leave me alone

Pictures of you,
Appear before my eyes.
They never seem to fade away,
Everlasting it stays.
And i pray to God.
Every night before I sleep,
Asking him to keep you safe,
And wishing for your love.

* i suddenly want his arms around me so much...=(*

went to sch today but inthe end got no lecture..got the stupid fire drill..waste time only..in the end went to eat at bedok central with my classmates..drink the milo dinosaur for the 1st time..haha..not bad not bad.. met kelly in the evening to go shopping in Bugis..got jacket and a bag..really really no money le..even had to borrow from my mum 50 bucks..haiz..but i'm very VERY pleased with my stuffs tat i bought! hee...

*Heal me, i'm heartsick. I'm hungry thought i could survive on you. Hear my heartsick hungry cry. I'm heartsick..*

met my bro after sch at expo to go to the robbinson sale.. sooo many things there..spent abt 40 bucks on cosmetics and hair products...mo qin already....walked arnd then went back to TM.. passed my time and finally returned back to sch at 6 for cds lecture.. learnt alot of new stuff.. did u know tat you can control the sex of the turtles that u want them to be? interesting rite? i just found out..haha

went for training after that..not bad la..until my mood was abit spoilt..quite fed up..ahh..nothing already.. can't be bothered..

just fuck off lah.. stop irritating me..stop taking control over my life.. i have my rights..you think u are so smart..tat u know everything since u got a spy? but u know nothing! NOTHING! all you do is assume assume assume.. stop it! i'm getting bloody pissed with you..u think i'm this person but i'm not! if i'm to tell you who i really am, i bet u will explode! just leave me alone.. this is why i rather go out than stay at home..

sch was fun..training was boring.. cds is my dream..

no mood anymore..

*Am i really turning into an auntie? (some one pls ans me...)*

felt super anutie today..think i'm getting worse..use umbrella when the sun is too hot, running for the bus.. attitude and mentality turning into an auntie...scary...

met klang for breakfast at the coffee shop before going for training.. the sun was super hot..din really play much during training..so disappointed in my setting..i know i can do it..just dunno wat went wrong..haiz..

anyway, went to Bugis with my bro at abt 6 plus.. shopped arnd and bought shoes..after tat went to eat ramen... not tat great..just reached home..now ready for more vcd stuff.. o yah..watched finish my pirate vcd today..gd gd gd...

woke up this morning at 8.30am to watch 'Lord of the Rings 3' with my bro at 10am...can't believe it..only slept abt 4 hrs yest..so tired..almost slpt in the movie during the first part..but i must admit that the movie's pretty gd..in fact very gd..considering that i din watch the 1st and 2nd part..so interesting the show..

after that went to suntec and ate the laksa at marina square...mmm...shiok! =) went shopping at suntec but din get anything but a 'Pirates of the Carribean' vcd..come home and made baked rice and watched the vcd with my bro....sooo nice.. but too bad i have to watch disc 2 another day cuz my dad wanna watch tv..haha..

sch is starting.......

* The very thought of you, takes my lonliness away. Although you're far away, my heart belongs to you. But my tears keep falling down. Was it a fling, or a crush or true love? Please tell me am I wasting my time. Stop breaking my heart...*

argh...i wish he would leave me alone..he irritates me..

I have already told u once..that i dun wish to talk abt it..yet u pursued the issue..i had to tell u another 2 times that i dun wish to talk abt it.. why can't u respect my wishes..stop irritating me..dun push your luck either.. now i know why i told u no when u asked me....

*am i waiting like a fool?*

this was the most boring new year i ever had...so boring i tell you.. just sat arnd and talked and my cousins spent their new year in the toilet cutting and dying her hair..haha..haiz...no one seems to be going out today too...

Borinh Boring Boring.....