B Boys: St. Hilda's vs Shu Qun. Went to support them today. They won!! 3-0.. Haha..Nothing new..The game wasn't as exciting as the previous years but it was good however. After that game, was A Boys: NYJC vs AJC. The game was super duper long. They played 5 sets and it really bored me. Couldn't take it. Sat at the same spot for a few hours. Finally the prize presentation and everything ended about 4+ and Jelly and I took the Shss bus home.

Went down to my bro's bbq. Once again, super boring. Didn't know anyone there. Just sat by myself and ate abit and chat on the phone for a long time. Decided to take a swim at 9 pm. Swam until 10. Spent alone and quality time with myself. Haha. Super boring.

Now going to eat more bbq-ed food. Chaoz!

I bought a belt from parkway!! Hahaa.. Went there for lunch with my family and walked arnd until evening. Came home and cleaned my room until 8+..super tired.. but still gotta help my bro with his preparation of his BBQ tml.

And Eve, to let u know, we are there for u. =)

Woke up abit earlier than my usual time today. Went to the expo for the Robinson's sale with my family. So many things. But all not really what i'm looking for. Only the tolietries and perfume section most interesting. Bought nail polishes and a frosted drawer for my room. After lunch too the train to Cityhall with my bro. Went Suntec, Milana Walk and Marina. Bought a shirt from Marina for $6.50. Haha. super cheap cause they closing down.

Just had a chat with Kang Ling. Things have become clearer now. Think sometimes we're in the same situation. Really glad that she understands me. Thanks!

And to Andrew, really glad everything's working out for u. Keep it up! Haha. =)

Friends. Who are your friends? In general, of cause everyone has friends. I feel lonely. Even though you are in a group, you are still lonely. Sometimes there are so many people that you can't get to know them on a deeper level. It's not just like a 'hi' 'bye' friend or a friend that you trust and can relate well to. I think friendship is more than that. And i think that don't have that kind of thing going on anymore. Why can't we just hang out or talk just as if there's only 2 or 3 people? Go to movies or something like that. Everyone's so busy with their on life. I don't feel any special thing anymore. Haiz. Been on my mind for a long time. It's just too much to be written and shared here.

Slept through the whole morning today then went down to watch '50 first dates' with my bro and his fren. Good show, funny and touching too. I even got misty-eyed at some parts. Hee. Advise you guys to watch it. It rained super heavy just now. Felt nice. Rain smells nice. Haha. Got home and my bro helped me to put up the beady curtain outside my door. Feel like a princess now. So nice to have him back.

Yes!! My Explorer finally works.. After like, a few hundred times of restarting my com, fiddling with the bottons and hitting of my com a few times. Who knows, this might be the only 1 time that i can use it until it cocks up again. When with my bro to TM in the evening. Bought quite a few stuffs. Even got my sunglasses. Hee. Happy happy. And finally my bro got his ear pierced and hair dyed. He has been waiting for this moment ever since he entered the army. Haha. When to KFC for dinner. saw Ayc and Jiawen. Going to spend the night watching vcds with my bro now. Good day, good day.

Exams are over!! And holidays are here!! Finally!! Had a week of intensive exams and it's all finally over. So as from today, my holiday starts. =) Gotta do many many things. Shoppping, work-out in gym, watch tv, slack,volleyball, and everything that can be possibly done. Went out with my friend after the Econs paper today. Went to Suntec to watch a movie, Dawn of the Dead. Kinda scary at some parts, gruesome maybe. The ending was kinda lame actually. Not very good ending. Overall, the show was ok. The day was ok. Period.

Havne't been to school for a few days. Gave myself a 1 week holiday. Supposed to be for studying, but well, rather distracted by the things going around in the house. Special thanks to Uncle Fuad for bringing stuff from school to my house. Hee. Great help. Won't be blogging until exams are over. Chaoz!

check out my cousin, Linna Tan, on today's SundayLife, Dirty Dancing page. She's the dance instructor and wedding planner. She's so cool. And obviously prettier than the newspaper photo-ed her.

I like it when you msg me. And I think you know it.

I went to church yesterday. After quite a few weeks. Church was great! really had fun. went to Parkway with Klang after church. Ate Orange Julius and chat quite a bit. Did shopping too but sadly, didn't buy anything.

Feeling so stressed right now. think it's cause the exams are drawing near. But the funny thing is, I haven't been studying much. Think i've been watching tv more. Maybe it's the stress fro watching too much television. Yup! I guess that's the reason.

What if you found out that God had it in mind to send you twenty-three specific blessings today, but you only got one?

There's a story about a Mr. Jones who dies and goes to heaven. St. Peter is waiting at the gates to give him a tour. Heaven is quite an amazing place, but in the middle of all the stunning sights, Jones notices a wierd looking building--sort of an enormous warehouse. When he asks Peter to see inside, peter hesitates. "Ah, you really don't want to look in there," he tells the new arrival.

But Jones can't stand not knowing a secret. What could be waiting fot me in there? he wonders. So he argues until his tour guide gives in.

When Peter opens the door, Mr. Jones almost knocks him over in his hurry to get in. What he sees is row after row of shelves, floor to ceiling, each stacked neatly with white boxes tied with red ribbons.

"These boxes all have names on them," Jones mutters aloud. Then turning to Peter he asks, "Do I have one?"

"Oh, sure," Peter says. Then he tries to get Jones to leave. But Jones won't be stopped. He dashes towards the J aisle. There are only 640 billion Joneses in heaven, so it doesn't take him long to find his box. Looking inside, Jones has a moment of instand recognition. Then he lets out a deep sigh, because there in Mr. Jones's white box are all the blessings that God wanted to give him while he was on earth, but Mr. Jones never asked.

Moral: " You do not have beacuse you do not ask" (James 4:2). "Ask," promised Jesus,"and it will be given to you...

I can't believe that i even started reading 'The prayer of Jabez for teens'. Guess that mayb sometimes i was bored and i hate to admit it's kinda interesting.

Anyway, I went for the Talent search in Tp Auditorium yesterday. It was way cool. The singing and playing and stuff. Some of them has really good voices. Think they should all join Singapore Idol. haha.

Had a debate on GM food today for life science tut. It was fun! Although my grp only had one guy and me. Pathetic. Haha. Really hope it helps to bring my overall marks up. Don't want to waste my time taking the cds but failing it in the end.

Love isn't about money or status. It's about 2 people connecting.

Love is so unpredictable. You never know who you are going to fall in love with next. He might be someone whom you'll never in your life think of taking a glance at or he might be someone that you have been waiting and dreaming your whole life for. Love, like everything else, happens for a reason. Love is the most beautiful thing that could happen.

Oh man. Rui yi inspired my thoughts. haha.

But sometimes love breaks your heart with the hardest impact. It drops you when u least expect it and when you need it the most. It plays with your feelings and smashes your heart into a thousand pieces which can never really be fixed back. For each person you give your heart to, you are giving less of it to the next one. For you will never get your whole heart back. All you can do is wait for someone to pick you up. This is the wonders of love.

Don't fucking tell me that I am moody. You have no right to. You don't know what I'm going through. It's just like I don't know what's happening to you. And anyway, I don't give a shit. You think that I'm the only moody one around. But, you're wrong! You show up with your irritating face. It so totally puts me off. So just stay away.