met my Mark after school today..he's so nice.. insisted to pick me up in a cab to go to TM.. ate Yoshinoya then went to meet Jelly and Jy to watch the movie ' 13 going on 30'.. almost fell asleep during the movie..was super tired.. dunno y also.. but the show's not bad.. kinda liked it.. love him too.. hee..

Went for dinner at Pizza Hut and super full.. haven eaten there in a long time.. oh yah.. got the blue nike bag too.. it was...ok only.. prefered the fila one.. but.. it's ok la..Mark sent me home.. and now he's having a slight fever.. hope's he's ok.. *miss you*

Having Jap speech test tml.. Qian said will last for a few mins only.. dunno what i'll be doing until my next class at 1...mayb going home......too long a break........

Super tiring day... Reached sch late this morning..about 20 mins late..and the stupid teacher asked me to write him a letter on my lateness.. so i just wrote crap..haha.. followed jelly to Ubi, Asics warehouse.. but turns out that it was moved and the person gave us directions to the new location.. but..... everyone gave lousy directions.. ended up walking like crazy in the hot sun..

Had to rush back to sch for my CMA test and Mark sent me there.. pretty sure that i'll fail..i almost fell asleep while listening to the instructions and I didn't know how to do any qns.. pathetic right.. left the lecture theater early summore..

ITE.. played with them today.. and we lost.. really disappointed.. our attack was so damn lousy.. the feeling today was not there.. realised i didn't eat anything since lunch.. until after my training.. super hungry and went Ang Keong.. rushed back for Friends..hee... so nice.. my eye got teary when Rachel talked to Ross.. so touching..and it's ending... really soon.. can't believe 10 years of that has gone by......

*miss you soo much*

NYP!!! ah!!! dislike that school..woke up early this morning to go NYP to have a friendly game with them.. the stupid shorts complex so hard to find.. summore we were stranded outside cuz they don't allow outsiders to enter.. sat on the floor waiting for them for a long long time.. the worst thing about the school is..... it's super stuffy.. cannot even breathe.. when i jump up to spike, like no air to breathe.. have to breathe harder than usual..and everytime we on the fans.. it will auto-off in 15 mins.. so troublesome.. the game today was terrible too.. so disappointed in myself..haiz..

Went to Queensway with qian, jelly, jy and mark..went to see shoes and bag.. but nothing much so headed to Orchard.. by the time we left, my legs were aching..

In the evening, went to SPENS or whatever it's called, to watch jy and mark play vball.. super duper sleepy and sticky.. came home after that............ tired......

CCN day today was busy!!! everywhere was packed!! especially the Business sch.. took so long to get from one end to the other.. Did hanna painting on my hand.. not bad.. then went to cut hair at S11 there.. not bad too..but that Mark keep insisting no difference..My dad said so too..think guys only can see guys hair..haha..

And on top of the whole busy day, I had to come back to sch for the stupid Accpac theory.. really sucky..so difficult to do..do until go crazy.. still must continue later... and continue tml... argh!!!! sent my dear Jasmine to the bus stop cuz she so scared of walking out alone..haha

Had a late dinner with the vballers at Blk 802 there then Mark walked me home.. and he missed his bus again..have to talk 72 home again.......

*lalalalalal~~!!!!! happy happy..*

My beautiful nails which Qian Hui painted during our boring Japanese lesson

*Cause there's something in the way you look at me.. it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece..You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be...I never know what you see...But there's something in the way you look at me...*

AHHH!!!! ACCPAC SUCKS!! and the theory is a killer!! but felt guilty.. hiaz..won't go into that.. skipped my Jap class to do it..and stayed until 10pm until the person chased us out.. didn't eat properly again...ate fries for dinner.. and some people..... not happy with us say so lah.. sulk sulk sulk.. u think u can minus our marks? i can do minus yours too k..................

*Inward beauty is what counts... honesty, sincerity.... Kisses each morning.....*

Everyone!! i made a new discovery!! there are 144149 circles on the ceiling in lab 4 of the Business school!! hahahaha.. was just simply too bored during my CAS tut.. had to find somthing to do.. PLUS!!! ACCPAC really SUCKS! i really dislike it..i have to announce it out loud..hahaa..

training was not bad.. quite fun.. and that Rachel keep banging into me.. injured me..haha.. now my arm very pain..expecially when i stretch it straight out.. Didn't eat much the whole day.. not even a proper lunch and didn't have dinner only after training at about 10pm.. super hungry by then.. Mark walked me home then went to find Jing Yang.. after which he found out that the 22 bus wasn't operating anymore.. and he had to take the long bus ride of 72.. so poor thing.. Accompanied him on the phone during his journey..almost feel asleep while talking...........

Oh yah.. let me emphasize again........ ACCPAC SUCKS!!!!!!!!

*Please don't let me fall... I don't want to be injured..*

Finally did my CMA1 tut in a looong time.. but the stupid teacher never check.. waste my time.. He die die also won't let us off early.. must use the full 2 hours repeating and repeating.. Summore i had to see him for another 2 hours of lecture.. that makes it 4 hours straight.. sick~...

Hmmm.. after sch met Mark to go interchange to meet Jelly and Jing Yang.. Watched the movie 'The stepford wives'. The show was not bad to me.. found it quite interesting.. watched it mainly cuz of Nicole Kidman.. And that Mark, so noisy! haiyo.. after that went to play pool... was quite tired by then..

Mark walked me home after everything.. It's crazy... we walked from Tampines interchange to my house.. so tiring.. And he's mad.. always wanna whack people.. haha.. But... aiya.. quite poor thing also.. have to go back to Jelly's house to meet Jy.. hahaa.. quite tired now.. super long day.. Tml even longer!!! haiz....

ACCPAC!!! When is it ever going to end??! I hate it.. It makes me talk rubbish..hahaa..

Training today was tiring!! kinda injured my ankle as well.. still abit pain when i turn it.. oh yah! today after training so funny! There was this ger, walking towards Qian, Bel and me when we were at the water cooler.. she said, 'Bel! Bel! wait for u all at the bus stop' or something like that... not very sure.. but when she called Bel, all 3 of us turned around.. We all thought it was Jelly.. Cuz her hair was tied like Jelly's, shoe bag was the same colour and even had the yellow towel Jelly was using for training.. Bel even responded to her..hahaha..turns out both parties got it wrong.. It wasn't Jelly and the ger apologized to us for seeing wrongly..hahaha.. mayb it's not that funny here.. but we all couldn't stop laughing just now..

Yupz.. that's about it.. *miss ya*

Woke up super early today just to watch the TP guys play at Hougang.. Couldn't wake up at all and was late so took the cab down with Eve, Jelly and Bel. the game was, not bad.. Ate lunch at Hougang Mall with the guys then went to Jelly's house to play mahjong. Bel, Mark and Jing Yang came too.. I didn't really play.. Think i slept for quite awhile and just slacked around the house..

Ate dinner at Mos Burger with Jelly, Mark and Jing yang.. felt a little headache and felt like vomiting just now.. feeling better now.. Feeling very happy in fact.. haha..

gotta do some pca tut now.. before my participation marks reduces to zero..haha

Jelly and Qian cam to my house with the intention to do project.. but in the end, all we did was play..they Caught me in my pyjamas.. Bel came abit later and the made so much noise in my house.. created havoc.. Went to eat KFC fro dinner..despite the CHICKEN!! warning.. played daytona at the arcade..so fun..hahaa.. going out for a drink with Klang now.. so exciting.. midnight outing.. haven seen her in a LONG time..

Physical training....did it today after sch with jelly..it was super cold and raining so couldn't run the track.. instead, played table tennis awhile.. i improved!! thanks to jelly's teaching.. haha..the played volleyball and then went to the gym to go weights and run the tread mill..didn't do much physical training though.. watched the guys match against PJC then came home.. super bored.. so bored that i'm eating peanuts, watching vball on scv and having lots of stuff going through my mind now......*bleahz* 4 more trainings to IVP!!!!

*feeling good..happy...=)*

Sch was a complete was of time today.. didn't bring a single thing for my Legal Aspects class today.. Met Jelly, Qian and Mark for lunch after that and slack arnd the library for abt 1 hour..

I think i might actually be able to pass my Jap!! but just pass only.. I'm so proud of myself.. only copied 1 word.. hahaha.. unlike Qian and all the pple arnd me that copy like crazy..Poor Mark.. he had to wait for us to finish our Jap before accompanying us to central to get MC for Jelly and Qian.. but it was closed.... sad.. so went to Yoshinoya to eat and those kids... played with the ice..*tsktsk* Walked around, and finally came home..

I can't believe i skip sch today!!! hahaha.. skipped the whole day except for my jap class.. so fun.. went to central with Qian and Jelly to meet Mark instead.. Ate Mac cuz that stupid Qian wanted to scratch the card thingy.. Played pool for a super long time after that.. Mark was super pro.. kicked everyone out of the table..Finally, was raining and there wasn't anywhere to go so went to Jelly's house to play mahjong..

Now, training....... super fun!!! hahahaa.. it's like the 1st time in ages that i put in effort in my playing..but i know i can do better.. i didn't do my best.. I have to work harder..super hungry after that so went Ang keong to eat.. today, has been an above average day for me.. hahahaha..

Oh yah! i bet Bel at pull ups and i won!! she had to treat me drink..muahhaha..

*Happy birthday mummy!!!*

super sleepy today in sch.. dunno why.. came to sch late anyway.. just i'm still in the holiday mood.. Slept throughout CMA1.. could hardly keep my eyes open.. think the teacher got quite fed up with me and zah cuz we were talking and playing with our msn in the hp..cou;dn't stop eating chocolates, sweets, lolipops in my PCA lecture.. really dunno why i felt so sleepy..

Met my family for dinner.. when to PS to eat Cartel.. the seafood for 5 pple and a salad.. was really alot of food.. so sleepy now.. can't take it anymore

Catwoman!!! hissss.... hahaha.. not a bad show..

Training sucks totally today.. so not in the mood cuz there's so little pple.. U gave us a talk on attendance, 3 days in advance crap, and that ivp is coming.. what shit.. don't u feel that u are a hypocrite at all.. we can't judge on whether your reasons are true but we believed what u said.. in fact, it's all worth nothing.. NOTHING at all...

I really dunno what i'm thinking.. i feel like a loser.. feel like i'm a nobody.. i'm not needed.. i'm so foolish.. what an ass of me to think positive..

*I dunno how to face you, let alone talk to you. sad? confused? It an indescribable feeling. I'm going crazy right now. not knowing what's in your mind. I need a sign. a BIG one. I'm too blur to notice small ones.*

Went to have brunch with Jelly, bel, Mark and Jason today at Hougang mall. Woke up so early to go there. Ate Han's. My first time there. Didn't know there was such a place. Every nice place. Feeling super happy at that moment.

Headed down to hougang sports hall after that to watch their game. They lost but they put up a great fight. Watched shss boys play against SAFSA. super exciting.

The rain today was terrible.. so heavy!! couldn't get home so decided to camp at Jelly's house.. now still here.. so not in the mood to go sch tml.. anyone wanna skip sch with me tml? hahaa..

*Yay! i'm feeling HAPPY~ happy to see u...*

I'm back!!! Had a volleyball camp from Wed to Fri.. Wasn't exactly a volleyball camp though.. but it was super duper fun.. we stayed in the meeting room 7 at the SDC..

The first night of training was a killer.. super duper tired.. but jelly, Qian and I still played catching with the boys.. hahaha.. super fun.. And it was really late at night and the entire sports hall and tennis court was dark..played from 12+ to abt 3am.. and we really hide everywhere.. even in the stupid divider that separates the 2 volleyball courts.. the damn thing was super hot and dusty.. dunno how come we can stay in there so long.. stay there and chat and laugh.. by the time we got back and i slept was abt 4+, 5.. only had abt 3 hours of sleep.. Btw, my sincere apologies to Mark.. sorry for the bump.. hee..

I almost feel asleep the next day..did Physical training and projects in the afternoon.. couldn't take it.. whole body aching.. Had a game against the Ah Peks during training in the evening.. Anyway, played catching with the boys again at night.. Eve joined us this time.. eve and I felt really proud of ourselves.. the guys took a long time to find us.. we hid behind the dusty draw chairs in the sports hall, in the tennis court by the dustbin and many other ridiculous places.. haha.. slept early that day abt 2+..

Finally on the last night i had quite a good sleep compared to the previous one.. Cuz i had brought my 3 pillows and jacket..super slack on the last day.. did project..played twister and pictionary.. Watched the boys and jelly and bel play table tennis while Eve and I slept.. Bathed, and watched the boys have training..Woo!!! power! Their game so much faster.. Alvin sent me home after that.. time to sleep soon.. too exhausted..

This is just a rough summary.. just too much stuff happened..haha..

*Can't wait to see you!!!*

super long day.. Went to shss to be coach for their friendly game with nygs..it was terrible.. they made me soo irritated.. jelly got so damn pissed off as well.. haha..

Well, went to sch for CAS and Legal Aspects project.. spent my whole day in sch..sucks..My Legal project meeting was a waste of time.. half the time i wasn't paying attention and the other half i didn't understand what the hell they were talking about..What they said didn't seem to make any sense.. Finally everything was over and Zah accompanied me to shss to pass wongie the key..

Gotta go to BB's house soon.. have to get stuff.. then continue my sickening projects.. so troublesome..

Sorethroat...!!! now i really know why they call it 'sorethroat'.. cuz your throat really feels sore.. hahaa.. I know what i'm typing is very stupid..but it suddenly came to my mind..Stayed at home whole day and cleaned my room and washed my knee pads so cannot blame..

Well, couldn't sleep properly last night.. Throat was too pain and my nose was blocked..
*Your words made me feel better..for that moment i couldn't feel the soreness but it came back once you said you had to go. Speak to me again.*

*Miss ya!!!!!!!*

super duper sleepy right now.. Went out on a 'date' with Joshua Today.. Supposed to meet him for lunch.. but I was late.. Anyway, caught the movie 'The Notebook' with him. Nice show. It was a slow movie.. walked around after that..

Met my babes for Dinner at Cartel.. It was nice to see them.. Then watched another show with Eve and Jelly. Saw 'The village'. I wasn't exactly scary.. More like slow thriller.. Thriller only in a few parts.. Super tired now.. gonna slp soon...

*I control my life, and my future. Feeling abit funny right now.. I don't really feel good about what i'm doing.. abit guilty.. Think i'll lay low until the time is right. Haiz............ I hate this......*

i'm so gonna fail my business finance!!! I'm not even confident of a single question.. oh man.. 30% summore.. anyway, after the paper, jelly and I ate in sch then went to visit the guys training.. or rather just walk by to look look.. Then had to go down to Tampines Sports hall to do scoring.. kinda worth it.. 8 to 10 bucks per game..

didn't want to go home after the games, so went with Qian, Jelly and bel to eat mos burger.. Those kids qian and bel kept shooting ice.. childish..hahaha..

I think my fighting actually helped abit!!! wee~! Feeling kinda great now.. but things may change.. we'll see..