Oh no... i can feel myself changing.. evolving back into the once super sarcastic person i was... think i've toned it down over the months and year but occasionally i still can't resist a good comment..

Anyway, i've gotta comment on S'pore Idol..
-The contestants are terrible.. not all...but most..Not that i can sing any better.. but why change your style when u can't make it..

-And Christopher, you can't go very high in that voice.. not very powerful either..so y bother trying.. and Josh Groban is way over you

-Daphne.. you're black leather jacket is terrible.. if it wasn't so shiny, it wouldn't have been so bad..

-Gurmit, It's Sylvester.. with a 'L'.. not Sevester.. please pronounce properly

-And lastly, Florence!! what's up with that u-g-l-y outfit?!? omg..i can't even make out the patterns on it.. looks like worms or strawberries stuck on it.. nono.. more like you climbed into a rose bush and it got caught on you..

I support Sylvester!! i think he's one of the better ones..

*I love you, I love you, I love you!*

Paris Hilton rocks! Saw her advertisements on the walls at Wisma..but her lips are a little too big in the photos...check it out at the website!
http://guess.com

can't believe i actually woke up early to go to Orchard..met Jelly, Jy and Mark to watch the Jackie Chan 'New police movie' or whatever it's called.. the show's kinda scary.. Sadistic.. especially the beginning where the teenagers tied the policemen up and then cut the ropes and they fell to the floor mash and died.. yucks... other than the sadistic parts, the show was alright..

I need entertainment! i need fun!! ahh.... i need to go out and have a life.......

"Use your brain, use your head, it's all common sense" that's all Ms Suriya ever says.. so irritating! and her piercing voice and boring remedial class tops everything off...

Watched Dodgeball with my Mark today.. Not a bad show..think we're both gone crazy.. nono.. i think he's worse.. couldn't stop talking rubbish..hahaa..miss him now...

ok.. so.. tonight's the night! it's time to start my revision! hope i actually do it.... =)

I went Sentosa today without much planning.. Didn't do much.. once we got there, we went into the water and i lazed in it for a few hours until my hands really pruned up.. by the time i went up, it was evening..sat around, chit chat, and it was time to bathe..hahaa.. didn't even play any volleyball.. but.. it's ok.. i enjoyed myself..enjoyed doing nothing...hahaa..

Went down to Heeren with Eve, jelly and Bel to meet my babes..Ate the Billy Bombers there.. not bad.. and the Potato Salad there is great! a Must eat..hahaa..had to take Neo print after that.. Kelly insisted..hahaa.. well... here are some photos......


Eve and Alvin


Jing Yang and Jelly


The Bully


My Darling Mark and Me!


The Crazies!




The babes and a little babe


See the 2 graceful dancers at the background called Eve and Carol

My Family


Can u spot who is who?


I'm hidden!! Bleahz.. Flattened right at the bottom by all these bums...


TP Team 2004

Handed in my Jap proj today and i only starting doing it this morning. So unprepared. this is the first time that i did a proj that had to be handed in within hours. Well, obviously my presentaion sucked... 1stly, i started to panic and i felt my face flushed.. 2nd, i started to stutter. and to top things off, I couldn't even read my own japanese writting that i wrote on the place cards. so stupid. but it ain't so bad afterall.. because no one could understand what i was saying, I, myself couldn't understand it too and I'm pretty sure the teacher was lost too..

anyway, it's all over.. tml's the last day of sch...time flies by so quickly....

collected the 3rd place medal for IVP volleyball in the evening. So cheap-o. Design so ugly and the medal so smelly. And i can still hear Grace's laughter ringing in my ear from the photo taking session.

I am a bad person.

TP Women: Lost. 3-1 to SP. Next and Final game on Tuesday, Tommorow, 7.30pm for the position of 3rd and 4th placing.

TP Men: Lost. 3-0 to NTU. Next and Final game on Tuesday, Tomorrow, for the position of 3rd and 4th placing.

I'm proud of Eve for playing well today.

I'm broke!!! Absolutely no money left for the week.. My allowance for next week was cut down from 80 bucks to 30 bucks all because of my stupid phone bill... so sad.. think i gotta starve now.. no movie, no food....

seriously thinking of changing my mobile plan to one that i saw today... think it's more worth it to buy a new phone as well, but.. dunno which is good... suggestions anyone?

Sometimes i really wonder why i'm so lazy.. I know it's wrong but yet i still do it.. i guess i'm only human..

Proverbs 13:4 The sluggard craves and gets nothing, but the desires of the diligent are fully satisfied.

1Thessalonians 4:11-12 Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life, to mind your own business and to work with your hands, just as we told you, so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders and so that you will not be dependent on anybody.

We lost.. 3-0 to NUS..But the game was bad.. really bad..and Jelly, don't worry too much k... We will win the next game! =) smile k.....Oh yah.. really glad for the guys.. they won NUS!! so now they're in the top 4.. think it has been a long time for them..

My fever's gone down now...hope it doesn't come back at night.. but it was all thanks to the panadols that i ate.. Think i gotta stop eating them or they won't have any effect in the future.. Well, my fever was really bad yest.. think in the early morning my toes started freezing and i started sweating like crazy.. until my whole shirt was wet.. so scary... Went down to watch the TP guys game today despite the heat i felt in me.. kinda regretted to an extend that i didn't go home after the game.. felt super uneasy when i was there...

so hungryyyyyyyyy..... where's my mummy......??

Having super high fever now... feeling very very very hot and yet cold on the inside... i'm so bored.. bored of the continueous icing that i have to put on my body....ah...... why did it have to come back since this afternoon..no mood for anything ... and i really need him now..............

Oh no...I feel a sore throat coming!!! It's feeling kinda pain now... think i better go drink some water now...

Got back my Jap paper today.. tot i would fail...thank goodness i passed by 1 mark..hahaa..think the teacher doesn't like me.. somemore today I had Jap tut from 4-6pm.. and Qian and I decided at 4pm to go have lunch at Engineering canteen...hahaa..she la.. took her time to eat... then still buy drink up to class..feel guilty but somehow at the same time great cuz i like terrorising the teacher..=X

Time to mug mug mug for the participation marks from Bus Finance now......

Ah!!!! what's wrong with me?!?! must be the Pms... feeling very moody these days... but i guess it's invisible to everyone cuz i won't show it out right...or mayb it's cuz i duno how to tell people.. u think it's easy to say it out loud... but it's not.. u feel like a child who's lost in a fun fair.....ok..nvm... put my moodiness aside for a minute...

I just ate an egg!!!! hahahahaa... a damn expensive egg..1 carton of the Australian Eggs cost $5.. so that means, $5 divide by 12 eggs = $0.417..... ex right...

And another thing!!! We won!!! woo-hoo!! We're now in the Top 4.. Won NTU, 3-0..Tp rocks!

Ok.. the minute is up.. time to be back into that mood.......

I've suddenly got this desire for God again..it's back.. i was sitting in the bus on the way home and i felt that i really missed him and wanted him to be so much in my life again...I'm gonna make him proud of me..proud of the things i've done.. proud of the i've lived my life...He's the one person i really need in my life now....

Mark met me after sch and we went to play billiard...ooo... it's so fun..it rocks! haha.. think better than pool.. but it's abit hard to see cuz the table is abit too big and my vision isn't really that good..

Watched the movie Garfield with Jelly and Jy too..it was.. not bad.. kinda touching too.. think i was more touched by the movie then affected but it's funniness..Well......It's time to work hard!!! time to mug for the exams.......

F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!!! It's finally over... and so nice... Rachel didn't go the paris in the end..think i'm really really gonna miss the show...

Anyway, the TP guys won the match against ITE, 3-1.. power!! very exciting game..so proud of them..all of them..they really fight...

went to Ang Keong after the game.. the wanton lady so fierce!! shout at us..so scary... but when yilin, rachel they all came.. she so nice..damn it.. and she even apologized to us that it was cuz just now she was very busy and stuff...well..........and mark... haiz...

Oh yah! my bloody hp bill cost $99.96..so ex...think my whole allowance is gone...Shit! I'm so so so in a lousy mood now...

I don't like it when u guys quarrel... i can't say anything cuz i dunno what is the right thing is shud say... I wonder alot.. but all of it is in my heart and i dare not say it out.. sometimes i get irritated and i know u get pissed off... and i don't like it when you show the face... but i guess i have no say in anything..it's your choice... everything done and said by you is the choice you made...i tried and tried...not knowing who to turn to for help........i wonder i wonder.... What does my future have in store for me?

*For I know the plans I have for you, "declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you n not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11*

My jap test today totally rocks!! not cause i know everything.. but the feeling of happiness for the test is just there... hahaha...yeah.. i know... i'm nuts..but i've got this feeling that i'll pass... soo...... hee....=)

Oh yah.... miss the business sports day..so shitty.. having test how to come down and run..retarded... so in the end ended up only watching the matches.. nothing interesting though...

Met my babes in the evening... Ate swensens... so nice... especially the 'balls' in ice cream..haha..the rest went to watch movie expect klang jelly and me.. met my Mark then went home... ooooooo....... and i know his 'secret' to his black face.....hahaha... don't worry.. if no one will love ya, i will.....

*I'm tired of all the disappointments i get in my life....*

I miss Klang.... I miss her cute body.. her silly smile and her funny way of talking...I miss them all...........

Super tired today... Run back and forth from sch... Went about my daily activites in sch.. then when i reached home, had to go back to sch to pass Mark a floppy disk.. rush like mad.. then came back and had to rush like mad through my dinner to go down for training and cuz he was alone... Well......

Training sucked... Totally.. Really disappointed in myself... Training should have been cancelled.. there wasn't anyone at all... Oh yah... U're putting me in a very difficult position.. I didn't mean to take over the position that day..

We won!! the game against NP... hahaha.. 3-0.. but the game wasn't played well i guess... and that Yushan.. roll here roll there.. so scared for her.. that the pain in her knee would come back..And...... I blocked a spike!! muahahaha.. but it was ok only.. nothing great to me though.... yeah.. middle postion so scary at times......btw, klang!! u really very cute in the game... and to my babes........ So nice to have a meal with u guys after the game....=)

It's Qian's birthday today!! Met her and the rest after sch to watch the movie 'The face".. it was... ok only.. and that Qian in the cinema.. so scared all the way..hahaa.. walked around after the show..didn't have anything or anywhere to go..

Super duper stressed now.. so many things going on.. And sch!!! Think i'm really going to freak out.. I've made up my mind to study very hard.. hope i can fulfill it..and volleyball.. haiz..so many things on my mind......

AND... I'm meeting Klang tml!!! hee.....=)

*i feel alot better... i don't want anything to change.....*

Had a chat with him... and i really feel alot better.. finally got it off my chest...and i hope he understood the way i felt..

Today's the start of IVP!! so exciting...hahaa.. had a game against RP.. we won 3-0..nothing much.. had a short training after that.. couldn't jump at all today..the cramp from yest was still there and my ankle hurt... sucks... beginning to hate everything...everything.. there's just some stuff i feel that i won't be able to tell anyone.......

*I don't feel good.. it's wrong...i think a choice has to be made sooner or later...*

I'm back home now!!! super tired.. met Qian and jelly yest afternoon to go shopping at Orchard..bought quite a few stuffs.. happy now..haha.. bought pants, shirt, earings and a bracelet.. after that Jelly and I went to PS to meet Jy, Mark and other people.. but....... we waited super long.. cuz they were at Sentosa.. Think waited for about 2 hours and our legs felt like breaking.. the sole of our feet were terribly painful.. we went into every shop.. walked every corner of that shop and came out...we were about to die..

Finally.... after the looooong wait.. they came and we went Carrefour to buy food then went back to Jy's house for steamboat.. it was my latest dinner ever... had it abt 11 pm.. and ended about 1am.. then lazed around the room and tried to get some sleep but couldn't..didn't slp much last night..

And now, i'm finally home...tired and hungry...Time to sleepppp.....................

*Ah.... i got so many mosquito bites!! so itchy...*

Argh... really hate the Jap proj.. so hard to do.. and Qian drove me crazy with her grumbling.. AND!! she bit me!!! so pain k...her tooth marks are still on my arm...the red patch... damn...

Stayed in the lab until evening...didn't have the mood to do accpac... met Mark after his class then went to watch him train until eve came.. which was... super late..

Had Fish and Co. for dinner with Ree yi, Eve and jelly.. so filling then went to the Pasar Malam opp Tm.. And kind Alvin sent me home after that.. hee..

Qian!!! Thanks so much for calling me just now and reminding me to bring my portfolio.. I had totally forgotten abt it.. thanks!!

Met my Mark during my 3 hour break..went to play pool then had Long John for an early dinner.. super early dinner..hahaa.. Came back to sch for jap... think the teacher really can't stand us.. she doesn't seem to care anymore..hahaa.. Qian and I ended early so we decided to wait for jelly outside her class and terrorize them..hahaha..so funny.. think we made a fool of ourselves and really really made alot of noise..hahahaa...

Went with her to Tampines Central to collect the Bags after that... and...........i did my Biz Finance tut!!! weeee~ feeling good..hahaa..participation marks, here I come!!!!!

ahhhh!!!! my jap speech test was terrible.. almost couldn't breathe before the test.. my heart was pounding so fast.. and the test was a horror..cou;dn't say so many words and had to skip.. and i had that loud girl for my partner!!! hahahaha.. but aiya.. nothing la she.. so scared that she would talk so loudy but in the end... like nothing.. so soft and not sure either..

My CAS class was pushed back from 5-7pm instead of the using timing of 3-5pm..so shitty.. so in the end, met Mark and then went to meet Qian and Bel for a meal at Mac.. hahaha.. Bel so funny.. shoot at the girl..hahaha..

After that came back for the Accpac online mock test.. not even a test.. everyone was talking and i could bet that Suriya was pissed off by Daniel..hahaha..kinda pity her...

Training totally sucks today.. played with the ah peks.. really cannot discribe the feeling of the game.. ah!!!! everything sucks... really dunno how to express everything in words and I feel the need to explode it out.. haiz.. i need my babes....

Mark walked me home after training.. felt really exhausted and had the feeling of vomiting.. so didn't go for dinner.. kept him company while he was on his way home.....

ahhhh!!!! my jap speech test was terrible.. almost couldn't breathe before the test.. my heart was pounding so fast.. and the test was a horror..cou;dn't say so many words and had to skip.. and i had that loud girl for my partner!!! hahahaha.. but aiya.. nothing la she.. so scared that she would talk so loudy but in the end... like nothing.. so soft and not sure either..

My CAS class was pushed back from 5-7pm instead of the using timing of 3-5pm..so shitty.. so in the end, met Mark and then went to meet Qian and Bel for a meal at Mac.. hahaha.. Bel so funny.. shoot at the girl..hahaha..

After that came back for the Accpac online mock test.. not even a test.. everyone was talking and i could bet that Suriya was pissed off by Daniel..hahaha..kinda pity her...

Training totally sucks today.. played with the ah peks.. really cannot discribe the feeling of the game.. ah!!!! everything sucks... really dunno how to express everything in words and I feel the need to explode it out.. haiz.. i need my babes....

Mark walked me home after training.. felt really exhausted and had the feeling of vomiting.. so didn't go for dinner.. kept him company while he was on his way home.....