The time now is 1547 and the year 2004 is finally coming to an end. This year has been rather fruitful, just like any other year. There are no bad years in life. It all depends on how you go out and face the world.

"Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go." (Josh 1:7 NIV)

To me, life is always great. It doesn't matter how many failures you have, how many times your heart has been broken or how many times your family, friends or peers have let you down. Everything in life, every trial, is meant to build you up to a stronger person.

The Tsunami has indeed caused me to think alot about my life. To treasure everyone around you, not taking anything for granted. Each and everyone of us is special. I used to think that i could put everything in my life on hold, my studies and my time for God. But now i realise, time is running out. You can never be sure when your life is going to end. It's time i put my heart and soul in everything that i do.

To all my friends out there, you have been a great support for me.
My 7 babes: I know that i have thanked u all before. But thanking you is never enough. I don't really don't know how to express it. I treasure each and everyone of you. You'll all family to me.

Zahirah: School would never be interesting if it wasn't for you and the TB028 pals. We had both given our time and effort to accompany each other during our long and dreary hours in school.

Fukang: I think you are 1 of them who really knows what i'm going through most of time. In school or in volleyball. You yourself know that you irritate me sometimes. and i often lash it out at you. But u control and stay there for me. Thank you.

Qianhui: I don't know if you're reading this. Sometimes i find you rather playful and not serious about alot of things. But that's the way you are. I may or may not be able to control my feelings towards you. If i have pissed you off in some way, i apologize. You're fun to hang out with, selfless and even let me do gross things in front of you. You have been a great friend for me throughout the year and i appreciate that.

Mark: Obviously you won't be reading this. But, thank you for everything. Every memory that we had, i will cherish it. It was fun hanging out and without having any worries. You've taught me things which i never expected to learn. Now that this year is ending, I wish you all the best in life. Maybe we'll be friends again in future. Some things will remain in my heart forever.

So, Everyone, This is it! I'll see you all again in YEAR 2005!

I just really wanna thank Eve for getting me the Fossil Watch.. Love her so much.. hee.. I know that she goes through and does a lot of things for me and I really appreciate it. I know that i can be a pain in the ass at times. but i know all of you, my 7 babes, put up with it. Another year is passing just like that. If u really look back and think of all the times we have gone through together, i bet you'll feel no end of joy in your heart. We may not meet up that often due to our heavy workload or busy schedules, but i hope that we continue to keep in touch. Even until we at 50 or 80years old.
So, i just wanna thank all of u for everything. Eve, Klang, Rui yi, Xiao Min, Kelly, Jelly and Pet. (see..u all have your own colour!)


Anyway, School started again today. Terrible. Could hardly open my eyes in class. Wasn't listening one bit. Met Qian after tutorial. Decided to skip the lecture and went to eat at Sakae Sushi instead. The newly opened one in Century Square basement. Accompanied her to 'hand post' her christmas cards at her fren's house. Don't u think it's abit too late? haha. nvm.. christmas spirit lasts for 12 days. and Christmas is about Giving! hahaahhaa...
Training's cancelled today. Too many pple weren't going. And i had to do my Art work. Think i'm going to heck-care it. can't be bothered. I think we are getting for bad to worse. We don't seem to show any effort at all. As in going for trainings i mean. I don't exactly feel the thrill and stuff. Seriously.

Christmas rocks! Totally! It's my favourite day of the year. Even better than Valentine's day, Chinese New Year or even my Birthday. I think it's the feeling of my whole family, with my relatives and cousins being together, partying together. It's like so nice. U can totally be yourself. Talk crap, talk dirty, talk bitchy and sing like mad infront of everyone. No one cares.

Well, Christmas Eve was great. We played games on which i won prize money twice! hee..Ate catered food, did gifts exchange and fooled around. I'm happy with my presents. hahaa..And my cousin gave us all a soap which had different printings on the cover. Mine was Bondage Activator. Damn funny all the different soaps.

And Christmas, Rules! Met my cousins in the afternoon. Supposed to go to town. But dear Grace, was late for more than hour. So in the end, we all just walked around Tampines and ate Swensens. Frosted Chocolate Malt! So Sinful...Came back to my house for dinner again. Everything was meat! loved every bit of it! Sang for everyone a song with the guitar. And they my cousins damn mean. Keep laughing at me and even recorded my singing down..hahaa. We played pictionary until midnight. This is so sad. Christmas is over just like that. And we have to wait 1 more year. Haiz.

I've gotta go to wongie's house now. After that maybe going down to my aunt's house for an after Christmas gathering. I love my Family!!!!!!!!!! =)))))))

I'm sick!!! i hate this.. having slight sorethroat and flu.. and slight fever... sucks!!! and it's all from last night's shouting and stuff...

Just got back from Zouk.. whole feet aching now.. went there for the Uberture thingy.. It's some kind of inter JC pagent.. Kelly's bf was in it so went to support him..after the thing, danced and chilled out until we decided to come home.. and, lots of good looking guys there..hahaa

Thank goodness i haven't got school tml.. but i've still got to clean my house.. haiz.. it's gonna be a long long day..

Ah! Fuck it! i so hate my life right now. What's having everything when it's in fact worth nothing? when you can't feel happy? Feeling very pressured right now.. with everything.. and i mean everything.. i really can't take it at this point in time.. i had expected a wonderful and happy christmas.. buying stuff for people, not really caring if i've gone totally broke.. for my frens, my family...but what do i get? I get SHIT! Is life fair? you answer that for yourself.

Ok...1st things 1st...gotta remove Eve's picture before she really skins me alive...lol

Next, I gotta announce to my secret fren(EVe,Pet or Xm!)... i would like a Fossil watch, Volcom mash Cap, Leather bag from Route 66, surf shorts from Roxy or surfbabe or watever...

Spent over a hundred bucks today.. and i only bought 3 presents... so u can imagine how much each one cost.. wiped me clean of my POSB savings.. all i've got left in the world is 10 miserable bucks..

And Orchard was super duper packed today.. could hardly move.. and there were people singing everywhere along the streets... feeling very christmas-y now... really can't wait for it..

Now i know.... All i want for Christmas is not you! lol... but it would be nice if it was you... muhahahahaa..

*What's happening on that date?*

Argh... those people really freaking pissed me off.. they ALWAYS do that.. so fed up.. and i think it was quite obvious at some point..

Submitted the Electives form for my course today.. Put Consumer Banking as 1st choice.. and it has 99% theory.. good luck to me... but i think i rather do that then Advance Accounting..

Met Jelly, Qian and David(the school beau guy, chinese show thingy) for pool.. i won!! hahaa.. Qian scolded me for taking over the table.. Finally met up with Chia after sooo long.. Had dinner at Cafè Cartel with Eve, Rui yi and Klang.. Ate Ribs! yummy yummy~ then went for desert at Gelarè..Had waffles and ice-cream..

Time to work those fats.............

And time to Shop like crazy!!!!!!




My pretty Hwore


My swatch watch.. but having a Fossil watch would be nice..

Chen Yang came to my house after school and we went to watch the movie 'Ocean's Twelve'..not bad, not bad.. think the famous stars like George Cloony, Bad Pitt, Julia Roberts, Matt Damon and Catherine Zeta Jones really improved the rating of the movie.

Went to Eve's house with the intention to play Mahjong.. but Eve's dear Alvin, was unreachable and sleeping.. so spent hours slacking and watching tv.. only abt 7 plus then he came over and we started to play.. lost abt 6 bucks.. not that bad.. hee..

Christmas is coming.. sooooo many presents and things to buy...

Shopping today with Rui Yi and Klang. AND... this is a big thing for me..... I wasn't late today!! how great is it!? woo hoo~ Went Suntec, main thing for me was to get my shoe.. no matter what, i had set my mind to buy one even if i didn't fancy any.. Well, i bought my slipper. but wasn't really fulfilled cuz wasn't what i really wanted.. but it's ok..

That Rui yi, bought some stuff... and she was already thinking of spending and spending like crazy even before she started working.. crazy.. shud earn money then spend..hahaa..She's so evil~ keep asking me to buy and buy. I DO wanna buy all those stuff.. but i know that i'm just wasting money and if i get them, i won't have money for presents.. anyway, i decided to control and wait until i've bought all the necessary stuff before crazy spending. Thus, this was the result of my sickness i had today. Almost felt like dying.. couldn't enjoy myself and i was all tensed up inside.. even until now at home i'm feeling this way. I seriously felt that i need to crazy spend in order to feel better.


Damn... klang looks good


Like what Rui Yi said, BLISS...except that i'm really sick and was going crazy..


How i wish that i could go shopping and buy whatever i like. Or rather, someone will buy everything that i want while shopping.... haiz......... This is the only way to cure me.........

Can u believe it?!?! My bloody slipper broke today in sch... Had to walk bare footed home cuz i got so fed up of stuffling my feet and decided to remove my slipper. gonna get a new one this weekend..

Anyway, the A & F day today was fun! wasn't so bad afterall.. had many many games and i guess the thought of winning the free movie tickets motivated Zah and me.. hahahaa.. at least our hard work of running abt TP paid off.. cuz we won!! Purple Team Rocks~!!
I love the colour purple.. and red..... sooo nice~ hahaa... nvm.. i'm mad..super bored now..SUPER BORED..

It's the weekend!!!!!!!! yay!!!!! i get to see klang again....

Ahhhh.... can't believe school has already started for 3 days? and counting... sad case.. although sch is quite enjoyable, i rather be with my 7 babes and have late night outings... been saying that i'm going to work hard this sem.. but there seems to be a gravitational force holding me down. not allowing me to concentrate and have the mood to study.. how~~?? i'm going to let my mum and myself down... haiz...

Well, had training today.. and wongie wasn't there.. it was fun! the volleyball guys came to join us for training cuz they had so little pple.. i'm so going to work hard for my SETTING~!! yay!!!

Man! i'm turning into a mahjong freak.. I'm like playing it a many nights for every week.

Klang and i went church this evening at FCBC. Nice~ love going to church. haha.. Sat with Wei Jian in front and couldn't believe that i'm like going deaf. Klang kept asking me if i heard what the leader said but everytime i gave her the same ans, 'No'..hahaha.. think she must be cursing be death at the end of the service.. even on the bus i was totally deaf to her words. Supposed to go for a movie or Bark Cafe with klang, Eve and Jelly but somehow, we ended up at Eve's house, playing a game of no-one-can-ever-win Uno Attack. so.... we switched to Mahjong! but thank goodness we decided to not play with money or i would certainly be broke. Drank Bacardi on the way home and my face is like a lobster now...

Oh yah.. just wanna tell Klang and Rui Yi that i'm sorry. A thousand apologies that i didn't go with u darlings to Bugis. I know u're both irritated (i'm very good at sensing this kinda things, only that i will never say it out loud.) So, i owe both of u big time alright? so sorry.....

Smokin`~!




Sentosa


My Twin?






Sunset


At harbour Front Centre

Oooo~ quite tired now.. Just got home from a super duper long day. Went to Sentosa this morning with my babes plus Debbie and Bel. So fun~ Played vball the whole day. i really enjoyed it.. been a long time since i played beach vball. And thank goodness the sun wasn't scorching hot today. In other words, the weather was perfect.

Went to Kelly's house after that for Mahjong. Damn~! i hate it! cuz i always lose money. I lost $20.40 but thank goodness Eve and i came up with an ingenious plan. It was, that whether either one of us won or lost money, we would split it equally. So, I lost $19.40 and eve won abt $12. We split it and i paid 5 bucks and she paid $2.40. Couldn't make her suffer too much. it was my fault anyway. See... she's sooo nice.. and i love her.. hee...=) And as usual, Jelly was the big winner. haiz.. mahjong......can't take it....

Below my house


At hougang sports hall


Hougang Sports Hall


See how high he jumps~!


Weeee~!

Yay!! Klang bought me the Paris Hilton book i wanted! finally i got it~ Thanks sweetie.. i love it so much.. hee.. =)

You guys know something? I really really HATE him. Why?!?! why did he have to do all that. And now i hate him like crazy.



P.S. Jia hui, many things have happened. I know you worry so i'm telling u right now not to. haha. I'll tell you more in sch alright?

I've just reached home. Went clubbing with my babes yesterday. It was Fun! We danced and drank and i got a little drunk. Couldn't stand or walk properly. Clubbed until 3 plus in the morning then took a cab back to Eve's house. Super sleepy and i still smell of smoke despite bathing at her house.

Taufik won! wow....... (not in the least excited for him right now, i'm going to ZzzzZz soon). but at least he won and not the other SLY guy.

School's starting in a few days..ARgh!

Here are pictures from Xiao Min's birthday!