MONDAY

oh oh ohhhhhh~ my legs are all wobbly from today's training.. terrbiel.. feel so old.. and i came back with aching back, shoulder and legs.. so pathetic.. and i can't believe i spaced out during the game with the ah peks... this is a terrible week....................

Oh yeah! East zone starts today!! SHSS all the way!!! LOL.. sorry... brain over worked..

This is lousiest blogskin ever. Impossible to edit to your liking.. can't even extend the damn thing sideways or it'll get distorted. It's only up because it's purple. I will change it soon.

Went shopping with Qian today.. But all i managed to get from the trip was a slight headache, aching knees and sole and even less money than before.. simply marvellous ain't it?

Felt as though i needed to spend but there was no money to allow me to do that. feeling terrible.. can't wait for my next allowance..i've made up my mind.. every week, i'm going to save up at least 5 dollars.. so that when there are birthday's and emergencies, they'll just pop up! but i think, knowing myself, an emergency includes going shopping and eating fabulous food..

Oh yah.. before i forget.. EVE, we bought the LIME magazine just to see your face... but.......... we got soooo conned! it's soo puny! hahaha... there was this Hip Hop and Dance thingy that was going on outside Taka this evening.. damn cool... to see them move and dance with all their energy and stuff.. power~!

Hmmm... sort of can't wait for training to start.. getting a bit restless.. i need to let out my frustrations...

Happy 19th Birthday Pertuna!! and Happy Belated 19th Birthday my darling Hwore!

We celebrated Eve's birthday yest.. We went down to Ps to watch the movie Hotel Rwanda.. Oh my.. fantastic show.. made me cry abit.. really worth 5 stars.. go watch it everyone!

Dinner at the Glasshouse was not bad.. there was a live band.. or rather, a man singing and playing his guitar.. oh oh! and we saw the Thaipusam too.. so interesting. Never saw it in real life before.. went to play pool.. nothing much..

And we ended Eve's birthday by going to Siglap.. was supposed to go to The Cheesecake Cafe.. but by the time we got there, it was closed! haha.. so we went to the Georges Cafe. not bad not bad.. good ambience..hahaa..

And now, i'm broke... TOTALLY broke...

For TODAY'S news, i'm so tired of doing the FOI project... it's making me old and wrinkled.. and i really really cannot take it anymore..it seems as though the team can't really cooperate.. I know everyone has their own thinking, but we shud learn to compromise.. haiz..

Just wanna thank Qian for waiting for me for 2 hours in sch alone... =) you're really my fren.. you really tolerate me so much.. i don't understand how also.. Well, we went to cut our hair and hers looks so good now! so LIGHT, SHORT and SOFT.. hahaha.. but mine has no diff.. don't care la.. We met Gabriel after that.. went to eat KFC.. that was the only meal i ate the whole day.. Slacked around until i was spacing out and so tired and then we finally went to play arcade! House of the Dead 2! * bang! bang! ahhhh~!*

Last night was great! too bad Zah couldn't come with her frens.. they went to Clark Quay instead. =(

Anyway, Eve, her classmates, rui yi, xiaomin and her bf and his fren(cute guy..lol)and me went to the Wu Bar.. it was much much better than the previous time that we went.. more people and caucasians? however i got alittle tipsy? or rather very.. couldn't walk straight.. hmmm... think the night is too long to blog.. for more details, please visit Eve's blog... so that's it for now.. i'm going off to visit kelly at her workplace!=) love you darling kelly.. keep smiling! we're here...

I got mao by the ball today!! damn the SHSS 'C' boys.. somemore i was standing at position 4, front court.. too fast.. no time to react.. shit!

Walalala.... The exams are OVER~!!! did everyone hear that?? i'm free!! now now, don't be jealous, Eve... cuz i still have to go back everyday during the break for projects.. lol..

Watched Alfie with Qian today.. Great show.. it's touching.. But too bad... It's M18!! makes u think alot too..such as:-
-have a goal (it's meaningless to screw a new girl everyday)
-don't regret once it's gone, only then u'll feel she's the perfect one
-treasure her before it's too late, cuz when she's gone, she's REALLY gone
-everything u do has consequences, even if it doesn't hurt you, it hurts others
-don't think you're so hot and perfect and that someone doesn't have an age advantage over you
-when you think it's time to pick up your life, it's too late. no one can wait for you
-when u think nothing worse can can go wrong, something worse ALWAYS goes wrong

IN THE END, YOU END UP WITH NOTHING. WALKING AWAY WITH NOTHING IN YOUR LIFE TO BE PROUD OF.

Ok. Qian say I had to blog about today. So i will.

Qian came over to my house today. I cooked for her lunch. Spaghetti with this cheesy sause, and casear salad. I think i cooked for about 2 hours? but i found it soo relaxing..hahaa.. She kept complaining about everything. That she was only eating pasta without the sauce, the garlic burned her tongue, the chicken was too tough. Troublesome!

Anyway, Qian says i'm intimidating. As in the way i write and stuff. That i have to be so proper. Am I? Well, it is my ambition though.. *shhhh...for now, it's a secret.

Hmm.. I'm glad i found out certain things today. It's a relieve, really. But i'm kinda pissed though. That i wasn't told the truth. And now i had to find out, that's it! muahhahahaa! =X Thought about things that were floating through my mind for some time, realised not everyone knows the real me. You may think i'm like this, but i'm not. To know me, it takes time. You can't judge me by knowing me a only few months. I don't tend to show who i really am that quickly. Well, not really interested anymore. I've got better things to do then to be in your life. I've got a goal!

Finally~! the weekend is here.. but there is NO rest for me...

Anyway, met Eve and her fren after her sch. Went to buy Siew Wen a present. Her birthday's today. After that headed down to her chalet at downtown east. Eve and i planned to leave at 9pm. in the end, we left around 11+.. feeling good now. Not really feeling stressed yet. lol..

thank goodness i'm seeing my babes tml.. They're coming to my house for tanning! wee~

really can't take it anymore. First time in my life i so damn stressed. Not over problems or what, but over school work. The projects are just too much to handle. I think the Communication Skills project is enough to kill me. In it, I had to do my Resume and cover letter (thank God that is over), write a report cuz i'm a damn observer in tml's interview (have to hand it in the following day), i have to write a Reflective Journal to be submitted by 5pm tml, and my group has to submit the Formal Letter in the Online Correspondence thingy by 5pm tml.

Tell me, tell me, how can that not be much?


Furthermore, i have FOI project(which i have no clue on how to begin) and mid-sem test(which i have not studied for) next week.

I'm back!! Haven't blogged in a long time. Well, Qian stayed back after school just to wait for me. I'm really wanna apologize to her. I know she really needed my help today and i definately wasn't much of it. But i was super lethargic. Everything seemed to make me feel restless. Even when the bloody fan was switched off in the Business Canteen. Anyway, i just wish her all the best in the interview tml. You'll do just fine..

Went to take a look at the guys training. They played friendly with Safsa. Nothing great. They weren't up to standard at all. Talked to Jeffrey and Guoxiong( if that's his name) during the training. Realised a alot of things. Once again, i'm a fool. I have learnt my lesson. Thank goodness for them so i would have been named a bigger one. Yan Ren sent me home after that. So sweet right. I caused him to walk a long walk back home.

Exams are coming. Gotta study abit. i don't want to fail the stupid CMA AGAIN.

Coffee club!! Eve and i went to visit our dear Kelly today.. she's working there as a waitress.. the one at Siglap.. and i waited for Eve super long cuz i was too shy to go in and sit down first.. but in the end, ran out of places..so had no choice... Kelly was sooo cute and pretty in her uniform..hahaha.. very nice place.. ordered the mud pie and the garlie prawn spaghetti.. didn't really fancy the mud pic though.. and that kelly, terrible! eve and i kept feeding her our food secretly and it seemed like we were going to get her fired.. hahaa.. well... very nice ambience... we will go there more often won't we, Eve? =)

Just got home from an outing with Qian and Bel.. damn fun... and my classmate tot Bel is my sis.. hahaa..


Do I look like her??










We drew on his wall!!!!!

Here are some pictures from Wongie's house. I know it's rather late.... but wasn't my fault..
To those babes who have not received it, you can get them from either Kelly, Min or me..

OK, obviously there aren't any pics up...the stupid 'host' doesn't seem to be functioning well..
i will try to get them up soon..

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
You hurt me so much that no one,
not even you could know
No matter how many times i try
I just can't get you out of my mind
I hate all the memories
They just corrupt my inner feelings
I wish, i wish.....they would just fade away...

-no time management
-boring drills
-oh-so-not-fun 10 mins game

At least i caught the movie ' Meet the Fockers' with Kelly this afternoon. Very last minute thing. had to rush out of the house. But a very funny show.

New year's Eve: Celebrated my cousin's 21st birthday. His birthday was on the 30th of Dec, but he was in army.. sad right.. Anyway, left about 10 plus and headed down to Eve's house. Partied there. Played 1 round of mahjong.. won about 8 bucks..And Eve and I opened the champagne and sparking juice.. damn funny... Eve started making herself feel panicky.. Counted down and then we just slacked around the house, watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S..

New Year: Didn't slp when i came home from Eve's house.. my relatives and all came to my house in the evening. We're having so many parties. Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, Boxing Day, New Year's Eve, New Year. My house is alive!! Went swimming with Grace about 9 pm.. the water was super cold.. had instant headache..now i know how the Titanic people felt when they jumped into the icy cold water. Watched the movie 'Pleasantville'.. Fantastic show! played Pictionary until about 4am in the morning. by that time, i was a walking zombie. And right now, Grace is STILL slping..as usual....