I've Packed My Bags and I'm Ready to GoIt's amazing. Just 10 mins ago I had a thousand thoughts running through my mind and how I can't seem to recall any of them now is an absolute mystery. Wait, I take it back. Maybe I'm just plain dumb.
It's already been a whole day but I just can't seem to get the emotions out of my system. I started today thinking how I was going to face you. It was only during mid afternoon that I felt that sick feeling in my gut once again. The very same feeling that gushed over me when I received the msg. I really didn't know how to react. Remember that I once said that if you were to leave, I would be very sad? Well yeah, I guess the sentence applies very well now.
I really don't know why I'm feeling this way. But this is something that is very important to me. You are important. The pain and the ache is really eating me inside out. I don't think anyone can really understand how I feel cause this is the thing that I fear the most and I hate it. I'm sorry for your lack of sleep yesterday, but I still wanna talk to you.....
I think I'm finally ready to go......