i know what i must do but it's just so difficult. i read thru ur whole blog and it really hurts me to be going thru all those memories. but yet i still want to go thru it cause i want to treasure every moment of it. you are really the best. and i dont regret anything. 

it just feels as thru i will nva get over it.

For you, a thousand times over... xxxxxx

The beginning of the end and it has never felt as bad as this.

feels like your world has come tumbling down.

and im just so lost.

i desperately needed someone to hug me to slp last night.

but i felt so alone, i realised i just dont have anyone there for me

and i have never ever been so desperate for a hug until now... right now...

please.... im begging u....