It's been a long time since i blogged (i always seem to say this in most posts, probably cause i don't blog for long periods of time).
Anyway yesterday night something happened to me which i hope is a turning point in my life. I really felt very lost, and very sad. The fear immediately bought a heaviness to my heart and tears to my eyes. I couldn't get to sleep and tears were really my only fren. It seemed that no one was there for me and i'm really glad when BB called me. I just wanna thank her for helping me get through this. The fear and the guilt was eating me up. I know it's time for me to go back. I have to stop thinking that there is still time cause the reality is that there IS no time. This has been my greatest fear all my life and seriously i'm glad it's still there. As BB said, i "only need to do the right step" now.
Thank you BB for being there when no one was. thank you...
