Portia de Rossi and Ellen Degeneres are just so sweet together. Looking at their videos make me happy and sad at the same time.

Here are a few MUST watch videos. Hope they will make u smile like they half did for me.

Portia's practice interview
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvvpaXaemHI&feature=channel_page

Portia's real interview on the Ellen Degeneres Show
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_6D0HNR9HI

Portia and Ellen singing in the bathroom on the Ellen Degeneres Show
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOMCHk86lDM&feature=related

Portia and Ellen playing the Newlywed Game
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6OoJLC0vsI&feature=related

Portia apologising for marrying Ellen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAuRRdzCeC8

P.S. u better watch cause i'm watching u!

I've just read your blog. From the beginning to the end, it's filled with memories.

how can i help you when i can't even help myself.

What i do is really never enough. Everytime i wonder what will make you happy, what will make you smile, and will i ever make your day again.

but i realised im just a failure. cause i failed to do it all. Even till now i have been trying and trying, and doing so many things but in the end it just seems stupid and pointless cause u don't realise it at all. The only one who feels the pain every single minute is me.

Am i wasting my time? Is someone else already trying to make u smile and it's been working?
u tell me.

Ever wondered what easter bunnies and easter eggs had to do with the Easter that Christians celebrate?

well, I have been doing a alot of researching on the internet and found many different reasons. But mainly that Easter was derived from a goddess whose earthly symbol was a bunny, also known as a symbol of fertility.

Finally i came upon a blog that seemed to make the most sense.

GotQuestions.org
The goddess Eastres' earthly symbol was the rabbit, which was also known as a symbol of fertility. Originally, there were some very pagan (and sometimes utterly evil) practices that went along with the celebration.

Did You Know
The ancient Anglo-Saxons celebrated the return of spring with a carnival commemorating their goddess of offspring and of springtime, Eostre. The word carnival possibly originated from the Latin ‘carne vale' meaning "flesh, farewell" or "meat, farewell." The offerings were rabbits and coloured eggs, bidding an end to winter.Ok, those are relatively tame, 'objective' looks at Easter.

Let's take a look at a different slant from some very different folks:

Cannabis Culture
The name of the Christian holiday "Easter" is derived from the name of the Goddess Ostara, whose popular festival was celebrated in the Spring at the same time as Easter today. Christians feeding their children chocolate rabbits at Easter might be horrified to know that the Easter Bunny is really the "Ostara Hare"-- that they are feeding their children the placebo sacrament of a heathen cult that used cannabis.

Being A Witch in Britain Today by James Pengelly
We then have the Spring Equinox, which when the earth comes back fully to life, and has become largely associated with Easter. Many people today do not realise that Easter is a moveable feast because the date of Easter is set on the first Sunday after the first full Moon after the Spring Equinox. And if that isn't a Pagan concept, I really don't know what is. In fact, the very name "Easter" comes from the Anglo-Saxon fertility Goddess "Eostre" and many of the items traditionally associated with Easter such as eggs and rabbits are directly derived from Pagan ideas and symbols.

You Call It Easter, We Call It Ostara by Peg Aloi
at Ostara, we welcome the return of the spring goddess from her long season of dormant sleep. The sap begins to flow, the trees are budding, the ground softens, ice melts, and everywhere the fragrance and color of spring slowly awakens and rejuvenates our own life force.

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Friends! The resurrection of Jesus is at the core of our faith! This is a time to celebrate the Risen Lord who overcame death on our behalf.

Paul writes to the Corithians to remind them of this critical event:
Moreover, brethren, I declare to you the gospel which I preached to you, which also you received and in which you stand, by which also you are saved, if you hold fast that word which I preached to you--unless you believed in vain.

For I delivered to you first of all that which I also received: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, and that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the Scriptures, and that He was seen by Cephas, then by the twelve. After that He was seen by over five hundred brethren at once, of whom the greater part remain to the present, but some have fallen asleep. After that He was seen by James, then by all the apostles. Then last of all He was seen by me also, as by one born out of due time. (1 Cor 15:1-8 NKJV, emphasis mine)

And in verse 14, Paul reminds us:
"...if Christ is not risen, then our preaching is empty and your faith is also empty."

Taken from http://www.shepherdsjourney.com/jaysblog/2005/03/why-we-dont-celebrate-easter.html

Extract from Kellie Pickler - Best Days of your Life

Blogger literally at work - 2:21pm (Lunch update)

I had my favourite Japanese curry rice for lunch today and I'm so disappointed with the standard now. The portion isn't as big as before; the chicken shrunk and the rice was lesser.
It didn't taste as good. Plus the uncle didn't recognise me anymore because he didn't give me extra vegetables. Maybe because I cut my hair and lost weight.

so sad..... so disappointing..

I hate that guy standing at Belt 47.
If something does happen, DO NOT ask me to be his Fucking friend cause i will NEVER be.

And i can still remember his fucking, FUCKING face and the fucking, FUCKING scene so clearly.

ok... it feels better to let out some anger..

All the stuff i got. but no mochi... =((

The foodstuff... that i love so much!

(Calpis drink, HTC collagen, calbee potato chips, special Fran pocky, Japanese instant spaghetti, and this banana cake)