tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57086322011-07-31T01:56:35.076+08:00From beneath you it devours~Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comBlogger6811100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-27227701603696836872009-12-17T09:56:00.002+08:002009-12-17T12:16:50.723+08:00

HEY EVERYONE!!okay, haven't been in here for a long while but for the sake of my wishlist (and to make it easier on my babes), I shall post.Hmmm.. what would i like for Christmas? I had to think long and hard for these..Isn't it interesting that when it isn't your birthday or Christmas, you have so many wants. But when the occasion finally comes, all these wants seem to disappear from your head?

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-48295317933811536422009-10-21T23:19:00.004+08:002009-10-21T23:26:51.179+08:00

www.twitter.com/hocarol

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-44783546660570997232009-08-04T10:00:00.002+08:002009-08-04T10:06:38.641+08:00

I need a break..i've been feeling like shit for months and i'm so stressed over so many things that i can't think straight...I need to talk to someone..i think i have depression..i think i should seek professional help...

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-26075410907898833022009-07-29T09:55:00.001+08:002009-07-29T09:56:29.963+08:00

I hate you so much and I will never forgive you.I hate you.I hate you.I hate you.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-20446200859198601632009-07-24T14:19:00.002+08:002009-07-24T14:42:14.204+08:00

just leave.the trust was lost long ago.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-21448301351780350342009-07-16T10:32:00.002+08:002009-07-16T10:42:20.893+08:00

Your heart has hardened. You are are oblivious to everyone and everything around you.I'm hurting bad and I can only hope my mask doesn't drop off.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-59407104192057539692009-06-30T07:17:00.002+08:002009-06-30T07:21:51.442+08:00

I've always known this truth. But i chose to deny it.When you're down, i'm there.When i'm down, we're just friends.It's selfish. The one person you've always given your support to doesn't give you any support when u need it.Sad to say, but it's utterly disappointing.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-64659562323484054752009-06-18T12:14:00.004+08:002009-06-18T14:04:22.865+08:00

I hate you.Yesterday was my birthday. But i didn't feel special at all. It felt like any normal day to me. I thought that maybe i could feel special and happier on this one day. But i didn't. What's wrong?Btw, thank you for the balloons. I've never gotten one before. I hope the helium never runs out.Hopefully tmrw will be a better day.. Maybe this weekend will cheer me up...Birthday thought:This

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-20712409630730688062009-05-07T07:44:00.001+08:002009-05-07T07:44:35.411+08:00

i wish you would start blogging again.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-10863868889220920872009-05-01T08:56:00.002+08:002009-05-01T09:04:08.450+08:00

Love makes you do scary things. I used to think why people would be crazy enough to try to kill themselves all for the sake of love; and that no matter what it wasn't worth it. But now I know. Cause at that point in time, u DO think it is worth it and u feel like u lost everything and nothing else matters. You are in so much pain that you feel that there is no other way for it to end except by

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-58397296907682513142009-04-23T10:13:00.004+08:002009-04-23T10:42:44.896+08:00

TOPIC OF THE DAY Why can't life be this simple? It can be. It's just a matter of choice. Portia de Rossi and Ellen Degeneres are just so sweet together. Looking at their videos make me happy and sad at the same time.Here are a few MUST watch videos. Hope they will make u smile like they half did for me. Portia's practice interviewhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvvpaXaemHI&feature=

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-23261708844183269752009-04-15T17:43:00.007+08:002009-04-16T09:44:33.868+08:00

I've just read your blog. From the beginning to the end, it's filled with memories. 1 June 2007 was the day it startedComments for the posts on your blog5 June 2007 - I still am....20 June 2007 - it really is the saddest thing when it goes away27 June 2007 - would you still choose it?2 July 2007 - ONLY17 July 2007 - I want you all to myself too8 August 2007 - I want to avoid that day too. Why

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-56404784243896032982009-04-15T10:47:00.000+08:002009-04-15T10:48:02.304+08:00

how can i help you when i can't even help myself.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-51822919412743973712009-04-13T11:04:00.005+08:002009-04-13T11:49:45.202+08:00

What i do is really never enough. Everytime i wonder what will make you happy, what will make you smile, and will i ever make your day again.but i realised im just a failure. cause i failed to do it all. Even till now i have been trying and trying, and doing so many things but in the end it just seems stupid and pointless cause u don't realise it at all. The only one who feels the pain every

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-2972117131463383792009-04-12T08:03:00.000+08:002009-04-13T11:03:52.603+08:00

Ever wondered what easter bunnies and easter eggs had to do with the Easter that Christians celebrate?well, I have been doing a alot of researching on the internet and found many different reasons. But mainly that Easter was derived from a goddess whose earthly symbol was a bunny, also known as a symbol of fertility.Finally i came upon a blog that seemed to make the most sense.GotQuestions.orgThe

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-32755204099886882542009-04-10T07:33:00.001+08:002009-04-10T07:33:52.319+08:00

You are my sunshine, my only sunshineYou make me happy when skies are greyYou'll never know dear, how much I love youPlease don't take my sunshine away

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-7395372826068051542009-04-09T18:46:00.003+08:002009-04-09T19:03:57.650+08:00

Extract from Kellie Pickler - Best Days of your LifeCuz I'll be there, in the back of your mindFrom the day we met 'til you were making me cryAnd it's just too bad, you're already had the best daysThe best days of your lifeAin't it a shame?A shame that everytime you hear my nameBrought up in a casual conversationYou can't think straightKnow about the times you used to hold meWrapped me in your

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-38428611916786431122009-04-07T14:20:00.002+08:002009-04-07T14:40:51.961+08:00

Blogger literally at work - 2:21pm (Lunch update)I had my favourite Japanese curry rice for lunch today and I'm so disappointed with the standard now. The portion isn't as big as before; the chicken shrunk and the rice was lesser.It didn't taste as good. Plus the uncle didn't recognise me anymore because he didn't give me extra vegetables. Maybe because I cut my hair and lost weight.so sad.....

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-8432584927500199092009-04-06T11:52:00.006+08:002009-04-06T14:23:29.293+08:00

I hate that guy standing at Belt 47.If something does happen, DO NOT ask me to be his Fucking friend cause i will NEVER be.And i can still remember his fucking, FUCKING face and the fucking, FUCKING scene so clearly.ok... it feels better to let out some anger..

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-4932985691905411302009-04-05T21:40:00.005+08:002009-04-05T22:16:34.286+08:00

PALA got me stuff from JAPAN!! it's like i was there!All the stuff i got. but no mochi... =((The foodstuff... that i love so much!(Calpis drink, HTC collagen, calbee potato chips, special Fran pocky, Japanese instant spaghetti, and this banana cake)From Disney! All so pretty!(Minnie Mouse cap, Minnie Mouse hair clip ears, The Dream Goes On tin/biscuits,Hello Kitty charm)Porter Bag and Hand cream 

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-16377573088587192772009-04-05T21:10:00.003+08:002009-04-05T21:21:21.516+08:00

The place that i will hate foreverSomeone asked me: "Why are you still holding on when the other party has already moved on?"My answer was:"Cause i don't wanna let go."Would holding on make either the person or me happy?I was confused then. But now i know what to do. I don't want to be holding on to something that is one sided. I don't want to be holding on when i know i'm the only one left in it

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-21845153018248479832009-03-26T22:58:00.002+08:002009-03-26T23:07:58.637+08:00

PALA gave me Tense Up! I'm going to have firmer, more radiant skin after 1 week now!oh yeah!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-58804247225236509182009-03-24T23:20:00.002+08:002009-03-24T23:40:31.601+08:00

It doesn't matter whether you are in love with a boy or a girl..We are all indifferent on the outside. What's inside differentiates us..Rediscover what brought the both of you together and fall in love all over again..

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-25834136540757230892009-03-16T14:23:00.002+08:002009-03-16T14:55:31.306+08:00

It's been a long time since i blogged (i always seem to say this in most posts, probably cause i don't blog for long periods of time).Anyway yesterday night something happened to me which i hope is a turning point in my life. I really felt very lost, and very sad. The fear immediately bought a heaviness to my heart and tears to my eyes. I couldn't get to sleep and tears were really my only fren.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-73665712818392199232009-01-11T10:15:00.002+08:002009-01-11T10:25:22.141+08:00

yet another sleepless night. for 2 nights, i only slpt for a total of 7 hours.i know what i must do but it's just so difficult. i read thru ur whole blog and it really hurts me to be going thru all those memories. but yet i still want to go thru it cause i want to treasure every moment of it. you are really the best. and i dont regret anything. it just feels as thru i will nva get over it.For you

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-83899114090696095132009-01-10T11:51:00.002+08:002009-01-10T11:56:16.330+08:00

This is it. The beginning of the end and it has never felt as bad as this.feels like your world has come tumbling down.and im just so lost.i desperately needed someone to hug me to slp last night.but i felt so alone, i realised i just dont have anyone there for meand i have never ever been so desperate for a hug until now... right now...please.... im begging u....

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-14885197082854489052008-11-04T17:19:00.001+08:002008-11-04T17:22:30.418+08:00

*LOOKING FOR A BEST FRIEND*Let the auditions and charming begin!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-5328889799611842892008-10-21T23:32:00.001+08:002008-10-21T23:35:04.325+08:00

BALI!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-68573493016930321742008-08-25T21:01:00.003+08:002008-08-25T22:12:59.981+08:00

Sometimes you still don't understand meYou know my likes and dislikes, what makes me happy, what makes me sadBut you dont know what hurts me and you dont understand how i really feel about things.cause i feel i just give in too much, that now i feel so alone.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-30939439057669229562008-08-17T19:22:00.000+08:002008-08-17T19:23:16.067+08:00

what a boring sunday....*no love no love*

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-17491134686924404252008-08-12T11:31:00.000+08:002008-08-12T11:32:12.546+08:00

very insecure.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-28493590614074679842008-08-10T17:18:00.004+08:002008-08-10T23:00:16.163+08:00

i'm tired of you blaming me for every little thing even when it's not my fault. and to think you even forgot our wednesday game plans. 

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-19795232590134926772008-07-31T23:30:00.001+08:002008-07-31T23:32:06.495+08:00

i wish i had the courage to say Good Bye...cause i know it's the right thing to do.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-90107606197494625772008-07-23T21:38:00.006+08:002008-07-23T22:15:21.182+08:00

PORT DICKSON - 12, 13 JUL 2008Port Dickson really has nothing to do. And it's not exactly a very holiday-ish place either. Set off for Port Dickson in the wee hours on 12 Jul about 5am. Got lost on the way up and made a pit stop at Melecca to eat their famous Chicken Rice Ball. Finally reached Port Dickson and checked-in to our 5 star resort (THE LEGEND WATER CHALETS) . The resort was on stilts

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-5924842395815620182008-07-06T22:43:00.001+08:002008-07-06T22:47:03.224+08:00

I love having Breakfast with my Babes!It just makes me feel so happy throughout the day.Let's do this more often..

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-78151670743324052662008-06-23T18:05:00.002+08:002008-06-23T18:32:44.528+08:00

I sat on the G MAX!!!VERY FUN!!!EVERYONE SHOULD GO!!!Rui yi, Me and Eve on the ride!Original Video - More videos at TinyPic

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-28766417271339189132008-06-17T23:29:00.004+08:002008-06-18T00:44:03.224+08:00

Seriously this is the worst birthday I ever had.I didn't feel happy and it didn't feel like my birthday.It was just dumb and it felt like a stupid day.What a waste of time and i Certainly Do Not feel happy now. Why can't i even spend the last 30 mins of my birthday in bliss?Well, at least i felt slightly better at dinner. The company was okay but the food was lousy and I didn't feel happy eating

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-83421272423176650502008-06-01T22:02:00.000+08:002008-06-01T22:03:35.307+08:00

All i want is to be happy...

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-68385006566739241432008-05-13T22:09:00.002+08:002008-05-13T22:16:27.237+08:00

FAINTING FROM THE EXAM STRESSAm i gonna make it? Or am i not? Studying is just so tough...... my head is exploding..and im afraid of failing... How... =(Anyway, on a lighter note, I went bowling last weekend!I'll show you the pictures and let decide who's the pro..

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-9238256650254577582008-05-08T22:25:00.002+08:002008-05-08T22:34:22.997+08:00

A single yellow Sunflower from my Love!P.S. you never fail to brighten up my day. And I know that whatever happens, and how no matter much we may piss each other off, that at the end of the day, we'll always turn out alright.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-35973917710787703132008-04-27T16:37:00.007+08:002008-04-27T17:23:01.611+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PALALA!!Dinner at House, Dempsey!PRAWNS AND MANGOCOD FISH AND CHIPSLAMBRASPBERRY CHEESECAKE

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-15545290459078412672008-04-27T16:28:00.003+08:002008-04-27T16:35:43.826+08:00

Massive Jam on PIE (Adam's flyover) caused by...!Trailer overturned!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-23053074124416463672008-04-22T14:57:00.000+08:002008-04-22T14:59:00.988+08:00

I will whisk you away from your nasty cold!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-80125041487149097412008-03-12T22:37:00.002+08:002008-03-12T22:57:49.197+08:00

*No worries for the rest of your days~!*Sentosa was great!The Underwater World was great!Coffee Bean dinner was great!The wine was great!Sakae Sushi tea buffet was great!Step Up 2 was great!EVERYTHING WAS GREAT!!!*Pay for 1 seat, but sit on 2 seats*

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-66525946059180048782008-03-01T12:32:00.001+08:002008-03-01T12:38:01.709+08:00

Why is it that even when it's all about to end, I still feel that i need to fight for you.every single day i feel it, and it hurts.i'm just so tired already.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-72024297737673979752008-02-26T17:24:00.002+08:002008-02-26T17:27:41.678+08:00

Bad accident. Vehicle badly smashed in front.motorist flew to the opposite road.sent to the hospital but not warded.being investigated with the reason of 'inconsiderate-driving'

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-53064976478341323392008-02-23T16:19:00.000+08:002008-02-23T16:20:09.056+08:00

I need you more than ever....please.... i'm begging u.........

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-38768309695790716232008-02-16T22:23:00.002+08:002008-02-16T22:32:57.577+08:00

Somehow, sometimes, I just hate you so much.it doesn't matter anymore. nothing fucking matters.*my tears just wont stop falling.........and nothing will be able to stop it.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-91852816302560291382008-02-08T16:26:00.000+08:002008-02-08T16:30:27.319+08:00

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.You make me happy when skies are grey.You'll never know dear, how much I love you.Please don't take my sunshine away.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-10330515926799496962008-02-07T15:08:00.000+08:002008-02-07T15:43:13.352+08:00

For you, i'll...swim the deepest oceans,walk the furthest lands,climb the highest mountains, andfly the greatest skies.For you, I'll be all the explorers in a day; a deep-sea diver, a hiker, a mountaineer, a pilot.And ONLY For you, a thousand times over..

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-26652872843893303672008-01-23T22:30:00.000+08:002008-01-23T22:35:55.544+08:00

where did you go?where did you disappear to?did someone take you away?i want you back.i miss you...it getting too much..u've changedi need youbefore it's too late...

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-83518813938373355162008-01-06T00:12:00.000+08:002008-01-06T00:17:04.795+08:00

I wish i could just talk to someone. someone that understands.I have never felt so alone and empty now. I miss those times.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-40826296214328545852008-01-05T03:10:00.000+08:002008-01-05T03:33:47.790+08:00

Penang Trip - 26-29 Dec 2007Food!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-82974066289484705672008-01-03T07:39:00.000+08:002008-01-03T07:44:20.977+08:00

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-52559498538968254702008-01-01T10:59:00.000+08:002008-01-01T11:03:52.865+08:00

The New Year Sucks

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-86022953802211430802007-12-04T19:31:00.000+08:002007-12-04T19:41:41.755+08:00

i just wanna be alone.....today was just a sucky day. a sucky day at work. and a sucky after work day. and we parted in a sucky way. i just hate it.on top of that, training was cancelled when i was already at Bishan. I wish i could be happier.and recently, only junior seems to make me feel better.he's the cutest thing in my life right now.i think the best thing right now is for me to be alone.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-35452668013740941002007-11-15T18:00:00.000+08:002007-11-15T18:02:42.413+08:00

it's obvious we're losing the passion.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-50188087241774211602007-11-04T01:18:00.000+08:002007-11-04T01:25:13.982+08:00

i feel so unlovely......

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-74565796605816002812007-10-18T23:10:00.000+08:002007-10-19T07:35:52.643+08:00

Seriously i think u're so sweet. I couldn't help but look at you and smile. To think u got me the little musical collectible. Never thought that u would even think of getting it for me. And playing my favourite song too! I'm speechless...You're the best! =)

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-65176608504787238882007-10-08T10:38:00.000+08:002007-10-08T11:18:21.049+08:00

And I'm back from Phuket!!! (ok, i bet no one even knows i went)anyway, the trip was nicceeeee... the 2 hotels were fantastic. not like those cheap dirty small places which you see while walking on the streets in phuket. it was a 4 day 3 night affair. i spent the 1st night in Karon beach. No doubt a quiter and simplier area. Not much stuff to see or buy unlike patong beach. But the sea was a lot

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-28950200627718115942007-09-28T18:45:00.000+08:002007-09-28T19:00:08.921+08:00

We have our ups and downs.But my smile's the biggest when i'm with u.And that, i assure u is the truth.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-5273716288079802932007-09-24T23:05:00.000+08:002007-09-24T23:23:38.483+08:00

.Disappointment.There are so many wrong things that I dont even know where to begin.And the worst thing is, i choose to keep quiet and not speak up.But it's not that simple. I know it's gonna be one lame and stupid excuse.And the fact is, i just dont feel comfortable.Dont get me wrong, u guys are great.But no matter how much u guys shout in the game, encourage each other, i just dont feel part of

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-76881798350864098892007-09-13T23:55:00.001+08:002007-09-13T23:55:36.509+08:00

TAKEN FOR GRANTED. NO MORE...FUCK IT!!!!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-18446997805686586422007-09-09T01:10:00.000+08:002007-09-09T01:20:51.525+08:00

i want more. i need more.so many times u ask me if i'm alright.but i just dont know what is the right thing for me to say.i dare not say more for fear that i will cause u to be miserable.and i know you dont like the word 'forever'.today, i wanted to blurt out "stop. dont go. i need u by my side tonight."but this is something that i know im not entitled to.in fact, im not entitled to anything.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-30616240259285165962007-09-04T23:59:00.000+08:002007-09-05T00:29:27.989+08:00

THE PENNILESS KIDI know i'm not the easiest person to love,But all I want is more of your attention and affection.everyday im like a kid in the candy store,my eyes glisten at the sight of them,waiting and yearning i am,But at sunset, I turn towards the door,without a candy in my palm,just hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-57804351579890053962007-08-15T21:20:00.000+08:002007-08-15T21:18:12.525+08:00

It sucks knowing that I can never EVER be there for for you.It sucks knowing that although I may be able to make you laugh sometimes, I may not be able to comfort you in times of need.It sucks knowing that at the end of the day, I am not the person you will turn to.It sucks knowing that eventually, you will not need me and I will be cast aside.This inferior thing is really getting to me. It

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-56672462556170511552007-08-13T20:35:00.000+08:002007-08-13T20:42:51.892+08:00

I'm afraid of who i'll hurt just because i'm starting to reminisce.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-16920085125766679722007-08-13T11:07:00.000+08:002007-08-13T11:15:53.638+08:00

She whips out her pen and the Pepper Lunch Coupons and all she could think was, 'Hmmm, Just what shall I eat next weekend?'Oh my, what a funny sight.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-67342117191472990862007-08-08T09:13:00.000+08:002007-08-08T12:45:43.471+08:00

Although unspoken, it still hurts that u're leaving.the reality is just too big a hit.The fear is building up within me as the day draws near.and i'm starting to feel more lost then ever.*let God be your guide

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-43149935210265278232007-08-02T23:09:00.000+08:002007-08-02T23:12:49.915+08:00

1st u left for Krabi, then now u've left for Hong Kong.Next, you'll be leaving the office. what else....i'm so afraid of the final time that u leave...

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-90820606599362103502007-07-27T19:29:00.000+08:002007-07-27T19:32:26.265+08:00

Love it has so many beautiful facesSharing lives and sharing daysMy love it had so many empty spacesI'm sharing a memory now i hope that's how it staysNow i'm deep inside love and still breathingShe is holding my heart in her handI'm the closest i've been to believingThis could be love foreverAll throughout my life the reasons i've demandedBut how can i reason with the reason i'm a manIn a minute

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-41128414849725158552007-07-26T08:52:00.000+08:002007-07-26T13:13:30.087+08:00

Why are we having this race against time?Everyday it just seems to get shorter and shorter, as if we're counting down to something.i dunno how to feel, i dunno how to react.but all i know is that I need You..... And I have never been more sure than this.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-36319127007617108282007-07-23T22:28:00.000+08:002007-07-23T23:06:15.359+08:00

Seriously i dunno how long we can keep this up. Sometimes the thought of ending everything flashes through my mind cause i think the pain is tearing us up.We worry about every single thing. And every single time, my heart aches. How can i be there if i'm constantly being pushed away.I dont want to hold u back from anything. I dont want you to realise what you missed out on only after it's gone.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-44470284266414295672007-07-16T23:03:00.000+08:002007-07-16T23:30:27.855+08:00

I love u, I love u, I love you.“The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.” - G.K Chesterton

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-51038639258862274192007-07-01T21:15:00.000+08:002007-07-01T21:23:26.096+08:00

"I'm sitting here, all broken-hearted. Wanting to shit, but only farted." dont u think this is hilarious? it was from a public toilet in Australia.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-38510934785424730612007-06-27T15:33:00.000+08:002007-06-27T15:36:01.235+08:00

baby your karma has turned into my karmaso basically, the score now is 2-0.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-59748448930697010472007-06-23T08:11:00.000+08:002007-06-23T08:16:53.034+08:00

hey guys!! i'm in australia now! it's so coooolddd... everything here seems so slow moving.. and it's making me all grouchy and Qian mad..anyway the transport here is really ex. it's about the range of AUD $10 to 20 for public transport alone..there goes a decrease in my daily spending.. =(seeing Qian makes me realise how much I miss her.. it's been a long time.......

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-82904362856771583122007-06-22T17:09:00.000+08:002007-06-22T17:12:31.634+08:00

And i'm off to Australia in about 4 hours time!! See you guys when I'm back on the 2nd of July!!and hey you! XXXXXX!!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-19970285178189621292007-06-21T01:42:00.000+08:002007-06-21T01:42:17.764+08:00

Why can't we be more decent to one another? Is sarcasm the only way?*********I'm selfish. I want you to sink further, just like I want myself to. And this is no passing phrase. It's real.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-33188404449785651642007-06-16T13:16:00.000+08:002007-06-16T13:33:30.421+08:00

So tired and pissed.... with everything....

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-10641731769313340552007-06-11T05:20:00.000+08:002007-06-11T05:20:48.376+08:00

Awake and alone at 5.18am. It's been 2 and a half hours since my last post. Feeling so freaking hungry and tired. But yet unable to get to sleep.Mind's in an absolute daze......

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-77615235401856217002007-06-11T02:55:00.000+08:002007-06-11T02:57:00.206+08:00

You're all I need. Period.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-81682769736978625422007-06-05T20:15:00.000+08:002007-06-05T20:21:13.022+08:00

.UNCERTAINTIES.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-22947393566653287582007-06-05T19:56:00.000+08:002007-06-05T20:09:13.039+08:00

I'M IN LOVE!!!! AHHHH!!!!!with these phones.....Nokia N76http://web.nseries.com/products/n76/#l=products,n76MOTOROLA V8, V9, V9mcheck out the website!! it's worth it... even though it loads like damn slow.. http://asia.motorola.com/razr2/index.html OH MY... they're so pretty.. i must get them... they are causing me to hyperventilate.......i'm in love.. no kidding.....

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-90285129555132461052007-06-03T09:56:00.000+08:002007-06-03T09:57:24.743+08:00

Just So You Know translates everything.....

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-80112525520416572942007-05-28T18:24:00.000+08:002007-05-28T18:52:46.532+08:00

22 June - 2 Jul : Australia!4 Oct - 7 Oct : Phuket!Life sucks, seriously. Thank God for these trips.My brother's on the newspaper.check him out on HOME, 28 May 2007, pg H3p.s. love YA loads.....=))

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-21084144554423861222007-05-24T00:44:00.000+08:002007-05-24T00:50:48.050+08:00

-BROKE BACK MONKEYS-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-26654777332912566362007-05-19T22:53:00.000+08:002007-05-19T23:07:36.641+08:00

I'M SO BROKE!!!And I haven't felt like this in a long time. Let me share with you my misery...1) Gotta pay for my bloody school fees. I just keep paying and paying and there's really no end to it.2) Paying for my trip to Australia that cost 1000+ (air ticket). Told Qian that i'll see her next year instead and she's like going all hysterical about it now. She even called me a monkey in an email.3)

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-57854386870151344902007-05-15T00:10:00.000+08:002007-05-15T00:12:01.075+08:00

I need a getaway......Phuket anyone?or any resort that doesn't need a long boat ride to get there?

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-16999616297675064062007-05-13T23:58:00.000+08:002007-05-14T00:08:16.603+08:00

I LOVE MY BRO!!! -A MID SUMMER'S NIGHT DREAM-

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-47601421846899469842007-05-11T23:10:00.000+08:002007-05-11T23:48:24.888+08:00

I'm so proud of my bro... Superrr duper proud. He took part in a Loreal competition which lasted for a few months and he worked really hard, giving his all and going through countless sleepless night. The group which won would win a trip to Paris. i really wanted him to win. but so sad.... he came in 2nd, losing by a mere 1 point. Sad ain't it.. here's some pics.. They everything out of SCRATCH...

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-88034885685502612532007-05-07T22:28:00.000+08:002007-05-07T22:46:45.037+08:00

I dont know how to react whenever you bring the subject up. All I can do is to stay silent. Just thinking about it hurts. Sometimes it pisses me off cause it doesn't seem to bother you at all. Maybe it does but I guess I need to feel some emotion from you to be assured. this is just something that I can't joke about.just 1 week left... 1 week.....1 week and counting..........

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-32122844073834991592007-04-29T02:58:00.000+08:002007-04-29T03:21:39.801+08:00

AHH....... fantabulous play! I'm only grouchy cause I'm afraid. I need more time. How do I make you understand that all i wanna do is to spend time together. Feel like crying. Still hurting, Day 6 and counting.

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-6955442244424494402007-04-26T22:58:00.000+08:002007-04-26T23:05:04.081+08:00

I'm about to collaspe.. Seriously I don't know how much longer I can take working and studying. It's only been a few weeks. Imagine 2 years! My gosh. I need help...Oh well,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you...!I'm still hurting.....

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-6700098752937801422007-04-25T22:40:00.000+08:002007-04-25T23:37:07.015+08:00

I've Packed My Bags and I'm Ready to GoIt's amazing. Just 10 mins ago I had a thousand thoughts running through my mind and how I can't seem to recall any of them now is an absolute mystery. Wait, I take it back. Maybe I'm just plain dumb.It's already been a whole day but I just can't seem to get the emotions out of my system. I started today thinking how I was going to face you. It was only

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-51388885127472159252007-04-06T17:12:00.000+08:002007-04-06T18:02:28.359+08:00

DrunkDrunk - obviously the one in the middleBFF PalalaPhotographer Kelly too drunk to know what she was taking. Ended up taking butts...

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-3227264265065982082007-04-01T18:22:00.000+08:002007-04-01T18:23:56.114+08:00

Well Heck, Happy April's Fool everyone!

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-53930807279350200472007-03-31T18:25:00.000+08:002007-04-01T18:27:24.074+08:00

Blogging is such a chore.Why do we blog in the first place? To let others know of what's happening in our lives? Or is it really because we realise we are alone in this world and are in need for others to share our pain?Shouldn't real friends then take the effort to talk to you, rather than know about you through your blog?

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-23801124551474848822007-03-24T13:52:00.000+08:002007-03-24T13:56:21.713+08:00

ok, I am in such fucking deep shit.My car window just shattered. Literally. I was parking and how was I to know that there was a metal jutting out behind. I backed into it and it dented the car, plus shattering the window. OMG, I am in such deep shit......

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5708632.post-79823916750496066752007-02-21T22:02:00.000+08:002007-02-21T22:03:38.728+08:00

Qian's flown. Sent her off at the airport. and now i miss her lots...

Carolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01199890973625993444noreply@blogger.com